Juggle

Just when I thought that I was about to enjoy my holidays to the fullest, I faced a hurdle. Well not really a hurdle or any obstacle, more like a dead end. Seems that some of my planning for summer break just crashed and blown to bits and pieces. Depressing, to the core.

I was cracking my brain, contemplatively and meditatively in order to make the best out of this abhorrent situation. There’s a feeling of abhor and detest but we can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them right?

Egomaniacal and inconsiderate, maybe at times I do think that way. Which is why it’s best to follow what’s rational and not just obliged blindly with my self-centered feelings. Mingling around with friends had really brought me up into a better person.

I hope that all the hitch and stumbling blocks can just shift themselves away easily, *fingers crossed* may my remaining holidays be filled with excitement and joy.

Still juggling between to use flight or train back from Moscow to Volgograd and after a discussion with Mike & Areena for almost an hour, I’m still juggling between these two transportation.