God and The Mosquitoes

What Age Do You Act?

You Act Like You Are 23 Years Old

You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them. What Age Do You Act?

Saturday Replacement

Picture of Felicity and Beneddy.

Students can turn extremely retarded under intense force to attend school on Saturdays.

It’s a common Saturday and every single being in the world is resting and indulging their souls in soothes and comfort except me!!! Dad barge into my room and turn me on for school since we had replacement last Saturday. The school certainly has a grudge on me, avoiding me from having a short period of relaxation after a whole week of homework and stress…*sigh*. I slept all the way to school and rest my head on my desk as soon as I stepped into the class.

I was awoken my Jing Hao, asking me whether I studied for today’s math quiz or not. Question marks??? What the heck??? All of a sudden *BANG!!!* I abruptly remembered I had math quiz on Chapter 4: Matrix today and with dismay I had totally wiped the whole thing from my mind. First period was maths so I took the test without any revision, and surprisingly almost the whole class got 100% including me or else I would imagine myself writing a full essay of apology to Mdm. Dayang.

Additional Maths was okay and I had to force myself to open up my eye lids with imaginary invincible wooden toothpicks. Since we were learning vectors so there is not much to pay attention for, thus I begun doing Add math exercises, striving to complete them before reaching home.

I tag along with Jing Hao to the toilet to wash my face and refresh my mind by breathing in oxygen supply which “hopefully” would help in facing the next period…History. Alas! It didn’t seem to do the trick. Mr. Nojip was reading a chapter on “Kesedaran Pembinaan Bangsa dan Negara” like a retarded robot in monotonous, mind-wrecking tune. I secretly shift out my Add Maths exercises and finished them on my lap. I was astounded to see Wan Fang (top student) doing the same thing as well…. Luckily I survived from the teacher’s blazing eye field.

School finally ended at 12.05 and I hooked up chatting with Timothy while waiting for my dad in the teacher’s staffroom. I was gripping all the way during the conversation, slamming my head towards the notebook *such dramatic act*.

Kimberly's Dream

People often dream…and indulged themselves under luxury and comfort after long mundane and stressful hours. Dreams can be such a pleasure but sadly they can be deceiving at most times.

Last Saturday, my cousin, Kimberly had the weirdest and oddest dream ever. She was having her nap and all of a sudden she dreamed that Jesus came to her dream and she was surrounded by white angels in Heaven…Jesus left a an important message saying that she will get 5 As in her UPSR. With overwhelming joy, Kimberly woke up gracefully from her dream and told the whole story to all of us. My first reaction…endless laughs and chuckles!!!!

She states that her dream was most certainly true and she went back to snooze AGAIN in case Jesus leave her another great message...I express amusement once more as I gazed at her euphoric gesture.

Thought: Never have high hopes and effortless thoughts on exceeding in examinations. Hard work counts!!!!

My Spiral Necklace

I owe Seraphina 50 cents for this Spiral necklace

I went to Spring with Seraphina that day and with much hesitation, Engielista tagged along with us. Fancy a childish, annoying brat lodging herself between two adolescent? I’m speechless…

We bought necklace a F.O.S after stretching my humerus since it was placed sooooo high. I will sue the workers for damaging my clavicles and scapula due to intense elongation (I need to be at least 190 in height to reach those necklaces). Seraphina had an addiction on “Ying and Yang” art and I persist on declaring that it belongs to a Buddha sign.

Surprisingly I didn’t meet a single friends or acquaintances at Spring and I assumed that people are busy burying themselves under books and calculator…lame~ I forced myself to enter Quicksilver and Roxy with extreme abomination. Roxy key chains cost approximately RM50++ and Surf pants are mostly RM200++, I imagine myself consuming grass and soil for perpetuity if I bought those items.

Rot and Die

Shopping is good, or else we will die and rot of boredom. - Seraphina Norman

Snoozing...

I woke up reluctantly at 10.30 am today after my mum’s high amplitude voice burst through my ear drums. I came to a conclusion that parents just never comprehend that teenagers nowadays are akin to nocturnal animals especially me. I managed to read 197 pages of Jeffrey Archer – The Prodigal Daughter last night and I only slept at 3.15 am. In addition, it’s a holiday so I deserved more sleep than to wake up for breakfast at 10.30am. I started to get myself addicted in Additional Maths and managed to finish 2 chapters of exercises (Logarithms & Integration). Lunch at 2.00 and I continued sleeping the whole afternoon until 6.00!!!!! After typing 110 words, I realise that this was the lamest post ever… Anyways just ignore it.

Excessive sleep seriously dented my brain corpuscles.

A Short Holiday

Why can't I turn back time to be brats...

A short holiday~ I'm demanding for extra time..

Deprived From Blogging

Retro view from my classroom

I have been absolutely busy for the last 72 hours, time is heartless and waits for no human being, thus I have to finished all my procrastinated homework and exercises from tuition. First day of school, everyone seats eagerly with jitteriness as we are all dying to know the results for the first monthly test.

I scored 90% for Biology after arguing endlessly with Miss Dayang about Erythrocytes. Mathematics wasn’t that pleasing and Mdm. Dayang Sunarti complained that other classes scored more 90 over compared to ours. I nearly had a Myocardial infarction when I got my paper, a bloody 86%!!!!!! Even Wan Fang, the mathematics genius didn’t managed to score a 100% after making silly mistakes at Matrix which resulted her infinite gripes to us *sigh*. BM was next and I managed to get a 86% after doing terribly in my essay (I mistaken the formats regarding laporan). I got 96% for English and 98% EST after making slight spelling mistakes. However, I was most astounded when I got my P. Moral papers back – 92%!!! So far the highest I ever get after studying this brain-busting subject (getting 60+ is typical for me in this subject). My Physics flop like hell this time and I ended up having a B4…insufficient revision and less memorising since most of my time was dedicated for Moral on that day. My Sejarah slumped from A1 to a freakin’ B3 after screwing up in my objective. I had always preferred essay and structure.

Overall I only managed to get 7 A1’s and several B’s… pathetic!!!

About The Donkey

People often speak of donkeys in belittling terms. You may have heard the expression, “I’m just someone who has to do the entire donkey’s work.” Or “so-an-so is as stubborn as a mule”.

The sayings overlook the contributions of a truly valuable animal. Donkeys have served the human race for thousands of years. They were once prized as symbols of humility, gentleness and peace.

In Bible days, donkeys that had never been ridden were regarded as especially suitable for religious purposes. So it was most fitting that Jesus sent for a colt to perform the royal task of carrying Him into Jerusalem. How enviable was that donkey’s mission! How like our mission as Jesus’ followers!

A missionary in China calls herself “the Lord’s donkey.” She’s a humble believer, “carrying her Lord faithfully into town after town and training others to do likewise. The Lord has need of many such “donkeys” in today’s world, humble people who will carry Him into their Jerusalem and make Him known.

The donkey had to be untied before Jesus could use it. We too must be released from worldly attachments if we are to serve Christ. Are we willing to be the Lord’s donkey?

Another Typical Day at PBK

Perfect picture for a boring day

At last, I managed to settle my tuition fees for this month after I forgotten to bring my card last week. Bummer. The tuition fee for PBK was most certainly pricey, RM70 per month. In other words it cost me RM17.50 per week and RM5.83 per hour sitting in the hall listening to Cikgu Bhaludin talking…fancy stacks of cash flying away blissfully in thin air. As usual we are obliged to read news paper before the lesson starts, the main objective was to install our brain with most up-to-date issues and political-famous names. However, I find the papers rather boring as it was all about BN or local politics and how I wish to take out my story book Taltos by Anne Rice to read.

I faced the most knotty time when we were given essay questions. Great~ All 5 questions didn’t give me the friendly impression so I ended up writing “Penghayatan nilai-nilai murni dalam karya sastera dapat membentuk keperibadian baik dalam kalangan pembaca. Berikan komen anda selengkapnya.” I encounter countless “stuck” and fancy bombastic BM terms seemed to lodge somewhere in my brain. Deplorable. All of a sudden some funky, kiddy ring tone emerge from no where driving the whole class into bursting laughter. Lastly I found out that it was from a guy called Perry from Green Road.

Class ended at 9 p.m and the weather started crying, rain started to pour and I was forced by Ling Ying to carry the pathetic umbrella for her as we enter the vehicle. Ling Ying stipulated that guys should always be gentlemen and hold umbrellas for ladies. Craps.

Vivi's Weird Gesture

Vivi's double retarded image.

I have no idea why the freakin video doesn't appear. Thus, I deleted it *MADNESS*

Simple Plan - When I'm Gone

I look around me,
But all I seem to see,
Is people going no where,
Expecting sympathy.

It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.

Woah!
No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we won't come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.

Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
When I'm gone-

Let's go!

Won't look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every wasted day becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

Books I Borrowed

Books I borrowed

I was ravenously bored lazing on the sofa like a partially paralysed individual after reading Chemistry and doing Add Maths during this holiday. Thus, I tag along with mum to her school library and get several books to read since I felt so deprived from books.

Ian Gan is going to have an operation on his heart tomorrow, may God bless him.

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Why does time flies so fast, my turn already???

What Breakfast Are You?

You Are Toast

Old fashioned and a bit of a homebody, you totally go for comfort food. You're the type who loves to cook for friends, and they love you for it. You truly know what tastes good, and you can often pick out the best dish at a restaurant. You don't fall for food trends. You stick with what's been food for a long time!

What Kind of Breakfast Are You?

I'm Cheapskate

My cheapskate act

Mr. Thian taught us the last chapter of Additional Maths: Linear Programming and soon I jumped to a conclusion that the topic is akin to English Summary only that it’s in mathematical form. I simply loathe this as it involves a lot of brain storming and understanding in order to translate the question in mathematical form.

I wasn’t aware that graph papers are required, thus I started begging around for graph papers from Kai Xiang. I successfully squeezed 2 graphs in a piece of graph paper and people started calling me cheapskate times infinity. *Sigh* I learned the skills of compressing numerous graphs in a piece of graph paper from Shi Ying.

8 Hours of Tuition!!

My corpuscles can barely stay alive after my 8 hour continuous tuition I had for last Friday. Since it’s a holiday, Mr. Chan (Physics teacher) decided to utilise that day for extra classes and replacement, in short he wants to obliterate my holiday. Tuition was suppose to start at 12 but I arrived at 11.10 to hog front seats and what a bombshell to see so many people arrived earlier before me. Not wasting my 50 minutes I took out my Chemistry exercises to do some revision after it “suddenly” emerged from my bag (Bing Min was doodling anime on papers).

Mr. Chan was the only person, fully enthusiastic to begin the lesson on Chapter 2: Electricity (Duh? He’s an electrical engineer). The class was mostly filled with endless gripes and nagging especially Yew Guang who persist on his gamming binge. Mr. Chan gave us a 30 minute break for lunch but I make use of the valuable time to snooze in order to recharge myself. He managed to finish 7.1: Electric Field and Charge Flow, 7.2: Relationship between Electric Current and Potential Difference, 7.3: Series and Parallel Circuit and a little extra of the Nodal System. My brain was jammed with all the electricity thingy but Mr. Chan intends to slain my brain in half by giving us a question regarding series circuit and parallel circuit extracted from his university book (fancy how “easy” is that?).

Physics tuition ended at 5, with 1 hour interval I have to attend BM tuition at PBK. I bought myself cheese sticks while waiting for Ling Ying’s parents to bring me over. I shall not discuss further on the details during my BM tuition since my brain was already partially dead.

I spent 30% of my day having tuition, imagine the torturous life of a adolescent at the present time..*sigh*

Joy...Unoticed

While we are focusing on fear, worry, or hate, it is not possible for us to be experiencing happiness, enthusiasm or love.

- Bo Bennett

St. Thomas' Cathedral Windows SMASHED!!!

Drunken youths smash cathedral’s windows
Rowdy group of 10 also assault several students of nearby school

KUCHING: A rowdy group of up to 10 youths went on drunken rampage and smashed nearly 20 windows of St Thomas’ cathedral at Jalan McDougall yesterday, before heading to a secondary school across the road where they allegedly assaulted several students.

When contacted by The Borneo Post, the dean of the cathedral, Reverand Father Aries Sumping Jingan, said the incident was brought to his attention shortly after 4pm when a member of the public informed him that the cathedral’s guard house had been vandalised by a group of drunken youths.

As he was walking out to investigate, he said he was shocked to see that the youths had also smashed nearly all the windows at the front of the church facing the main road.

Father Aries added that further inspection outside the church revealed that, apart from the guard house, the group of rowdies had also vandalised a vehicle in the church’s parking lot.

Members of the public who witnessed the incident later told the dean that the perpetrators were a group of unkempt-looking youths who appeared to be under the influence of alcohol.

The witnesses also said that after vandalising the cathedral, the group went to a boys’ secondary school across the street where they damaged the school’s guard house and assaulted several students standing nearby before disappearing down the main road.

Sounding extremely disturbed by the whole incident, Father Aries said a police report had been lodged and that he hoped the police would be able to find the persons responsible for the act, adding he was saddened that the youths had chose to target a place of worship in their drunkenness.

The Siti Zubaidah Case

Our whole school was shocked and stunned when the rumour about a form 1 student was raped at Ranchan, Serian. I was customarily on my prefect’s duty at the form 2 block when a flock of junior form students came near me, gossiping about the rumour. My mind was swung away from my duties and soon I was hooked to their conversation. 7.10 I returned to class and Vivi caught me by the arm and AGAIN she uttered the words about the rumour.

The shocking news involved a form 1 girl, named Siti Zubaidah and her unknown friend being raped at Ranchan, Serian. According to Vivi, she lied to her grandmother that there was a net ball practice at school on 26 February 08 but actually she was in mischief on escaping to Ranchan with her boy friend for some “purpose”. For your information, her so-called boy friend and she only started their relationship in February, meaning in just weeks she could easily fell for her boy friend and have sex with him. She was spotted near Ranchan after missing for 2 days with only her briefs on, and despite her embarrassing case she still persist on returning to school in means of “enhancing her fame”. Mr. Albert has already arranged a transfer for her to other school in order to remove such poorly ethical individual.

The young generation nowadays are devastating in bogus love relationship which will only lead to the loss of themselves.

A Short Week Holiday

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It’s the holidays now, and I have organised my planning on what I’m suppose to do during this 7 days.

Study is of course inevitable with the main objective to refresh my memory on form 4 topics of Chemistry and Additional Maths and several inhuman topics of History during this short period of time. Plus, a little revision on Physics since Mr. Chan is giving us an exam after the holidays.

Holidays are also meant for fun and joy, to prevent overstressed and excess study I intended to unwind my tangled brain by borrowing a myriad of DVD’s from Ling Ying (she’s always been the main dealer for soup operas).

Homework due to all my procrastination must be finished during the holidays, I checked my list and I found out I have tons and tons of homework starting with Additional Maths exercises, Physics notes, Chemistry Essay, BM karangan and English summaries… A few days of procrastinating and these are what I get, a whole mountain of uncompleted homework.

Sleep is also essential to balance elements in my body, my fatigued corpuscles requires all the rest to be recharged fully to prevent from body breakdown. Thus, I shall snooze and wake up in late mornings…HAH!

Exams are Over!!!

Finally the detestable exams are over; I eagerly answer my Moral paper as fast as possible to escape from the boring and claustrophobic classroom of mine. Soon, I was flooded with holiday greetings as if it was a year end holiday. Miss Dayang decided to break our hopes of joy by reminding us about SPM *sigh*. Alicia was bragging about her name appearing in the Moral paper, I could not imagine why on earth Mdm. Jiea would choose her name and addressed her as “Dr.” in the question. Alas, I have another Chinese paper in the afternoon so the Chinese class were obliged to stay back till 3 for the exams… I’ll slain Vivi and Jemuel for teasing me after Moral paper.

I got my Chemistry paper and I nearly vomited blood when I saw the results…a bloody 70%!!!!! I was shot by a M16 gun once more when Vivi shoved me her pathetic 76% in front of my face claiming that she beat me on Chemistry for the first time…I simply loathe Chemistry. My dad managed to finished Add Maths and soon I got myself busy flipping through Add Maths paper. Luckily no one managed to get full marks (which obviously pissed my dad) and I only scored a 90% by making unwanted careless mistakes in Progression and Integration *GrrRRrr*. My dad was pouring all the gripes all the way home which literally smashed my ear drums.

First Monthly Exam

A picture of Felicia's notebook...fully doodled by me.

I’ll be facing my first monthly examinations for the whole of this week, and I seriously need to leave a comment about the disorganised time table.

28/02/08 - Chinese (II)

03/03/08 – Biology, BM (II)
04/03/08 – BM (I), Additional Maths, English (I, II)
05/03/08 – Chemistry, Sejarah, Mathematics
06/03/08 – Physics, Pendidikan Moral, EST, Chinese (I)

Chemistry and Sejarah never goes well, what a wrong WRONG combination for planning erroneous time table.