You Live In The Past

I have been dumb enough by putting all my efforts to bring you, consoling myself ceaselessly that someday you will return to your old self. But it appears that you have changed and we seemed like strangers already as the distance gets further and you have no desires to return. The memories we had will be reminisced and I will never forget the one I have known in the past. I shall let you go now...

Those who have hurt you in the past cannot cont to hurt you unless you hold on to the pain. Your past is past. Nothing will change it. You are only hurting yourself with your bitterness. For your own sake, learn from it and then let it go.

A Short Bliss

I got a call from my cousin Irene Friday afternoon, informing me that she managed to get me Twilight Saga books (Twilight, New Moon, and Eclipse) by Stephenie Meyer that I’m dying for. I searched through the whole Kuching bookstores but alas it was all out of stock. Zillion hugs and kisses to cousin Irene for getting me the books I have searched for months!!!!! My day was in bliss. Here are several events that happened during the weekend:

• Woke up with a bloody red eye.
• Paint a picture of a night scenery.
• Attended Art class.
• Updated my paint brushes and poster colours.
• Spent my night at Popular bookstore, Boulevard.
• Watch a movie of "White Chicks" again.
• Bugged Timothy on the phone.
• Bumped into Seraphina at church.
• Mum bought a piece of tribal bracelet for me
• Bought several badges from Hidden Treasures.
• Watch "Hell Girl".
• Went for Physics class.
• Blogged.
• Sleep.

Sick Like A Rotten Tomato

I had been feeling like a rotten tomato for the past few days, which resulted to the belatedness of my updates on my blog.

I woke up abruptly, feeling as if there was an unfamiliar decayed lump of slime lodge in my oesophagus and my head was scattered all round in dizziness. I rushed to the toilet and vomited. Half conscious or rather half dead I still attended school the next day with a terrible fever. Half a day in school was similar to a century in hell; I froze to death although my body temperature was boiling since I was suffering from fever. Fung Kee was merciless and mocked me, since I usually appear to be the one switching the fan to be in full speed. How Irony. The sun was blazing and it was skin to Sahara desert for everyone, yet I slipped my hands inside my shirt to keep myself warm experiencing a deadly blizzard. Jemuel repeated a zillion times asking me to seek the doctor, I appreciate your compassion but personally I believe in natural healing.

Dad brought me back and I burry myself in thick sweaters and my comforter. I took Panadol pills and went straight to bed. Taking a bath was the most tormenting part for a sick person. My whole body shivered although the temperature of the water was relatively high and I had to dress myself up in thick sweaters around my house. Timothy was thoughtful enough to send me text messages, accompanying me since the only thing I’m capable to do was to lie on the bed, wrapped in comforter like an undead body summoned alive from a necromancer.

I was feeling slightly better so I decided to attend my Chemistry tuition class. It would be a miracle for me not to faint since my head was all woozy, spinning rapidly and I focused my eyes to the white board since Madam Story was teaching about Thermochemistry. It was providential for my teacher to teach that topic as it was indeed an easy and short topic and I took some advantage to rest myself by placing my head on the table to relief the giddiness.

I skipped school the next day since my conditions are critical…again I was unwilling to visit the doctor despite the endless advice from my mother. Psychologically people tend to get cured after visiting the doctor, thus I decided to alter my perceptions positively on natural healing. Dad prepared breakfast very early that morning and I reheated the bowl of mushroom cheese soup and took that for breakfast. My fever alleviated after taking Panadol and Vitamin C supplements prepared by mum (Thanks mum). Feeling guilty not attending school, I did a short revision on my chemistry. However, I was ravenously glad that I had an excuse for skipping the loathsome boring Moral extra class.

I shall continue my procrastinated History homework for now…

Yael Naim - New Soul

I'm a new soulI came to this strange world

Hoping I could learn a bit bout how to give and take

But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear

Finding myself making every possible mistake

La, la, la, la (21x)

La, la, la, la (21x)

See I'm a young soul in this very strange world

Hoping I could learn a bit bout what is true and fake

But why all this hate? try to communicate

Finding trust and love is not always easy to make

La, la, la, la (21x)

La, la, la, la (21x)

This is a happy end

Cause you don't understand

Everything you have done

Why's everything so wrong

This is a happy end

Come and give me your hand

I'll take you far away

I'm a new soul

I came to this strange world

Hoping I could learn a bit bout how to give and take

But since I came here, felt the joy and the fear

Finding myself making every possible mistake

New soul... (la, la, la, la,...)

In this very strange world...

Every possible mistake

Possible mistake

Every possible mistake

Mistakes, mistakes, mistakes...

My Name Was...

MY NAME WAS

CHRISTOPHER HANSLEY LIEW YOU SHENG

WITH A CHRISTOPHER

It has been years since I recalled my original name which is stated on my birth certificate, I had my Christian name Christopher in the first place. My parents even wanted to name me Wesley, but decided not to since it would positioned me at the end of the class in public exams. Besides I simply could not comprehend if I were name in such way since it reminds me of peasant-ness and poverty in unexplainable means. Since people around me usually call my middle name “Hansley”, my first name was eventually forgotten thus I decided to erase my front name from my IC number. Now I ended up with Hansley Liew You Sheng.

My former primary school mates used to call me according to my Chinese name. Until I got transferred to my current, then people began to recognise me as my English name. I have to adapt with the slightest situation on the way people call me.

During Additional Maths tuition, Shi Yin actually ask everyone whether they still remembered my English name since they were my primary school mates and studying in different secondary schools already. Zao Wu was unable to recollect my English name…only Xin Ni did despite her sceptical tone while pronouncing it.

Mr. Thian was giving us plentiful of exercises on Trigonometry which literally evoked the whole class to press their calculators vigorously in such grudge. It was such an irony for me to be the first person who completed all the exercises in less than an hour, or should I mention Trigonometry is indeed my favourable topic in Additional Maths. Beats Shi Yin and Ling Ying who were both rulers for this subject. My bizarre interest on paying notice to weird peculiar English terms begun again when I commented that the mathematical term “Asymptote” was cool (I even named my cat Ozymandias). A massive euphoric drama begun when Yan Mei claimed that I should changed my name from “Hansley” to “Asymptote”. Steams and grunginess evoked.

Alternative Critic Method

“Sa-E Muk-Ge.” (Alicia)
“Ooo…*nodding her head* (Christin)
“I know!! Essa Gemuk kan??!!!” (Puspalawati)

It was an awkward scenario if one is caught red handed for criticism. Alicia wanted to say “Essa gemuk” which means Essa is fat, using an alternative way by turning the words upside down. Idiocy stuck Puspalawati for pouring everything out without realising the existence of Essa nearby. The scene began to chill with discomfiture between the students. I got this rumour from Alicia herself…it’s factually true though it’s not fresh and juicy.

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

Your Emoticon is Sad

You're feeling a tad depressed right now. It will likely pass soon, but for now, you need some major cheering up!

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

It's A Saturday

I edited a picture of Nicole's adorable puppy

I was awoken by an unexpected nightmare at 7.30am and simply appeared to be wide awake after that. It was rather odd for me to dream about myself being attacked by banshees and undead creatures in a cemetery. I got myself sunken myself too much on Frozen Throne I assumed.

I managed to complete my procrastinated Additional Maths homework on Permutation and Combination given by my dad. I headed off to do some sketching before doing some blogging and downloading songs by Ashlee Simpson and The Strokes. Thanks to Jemuel for introducing this download software, now I got to have unlimited access to free downloadable music.

My cousins Irene and Ivy came that morning to pay a visit since Irene’s semester holiday ends earlier this Tuesday. I got to take this golden opportunity to flood her with all my Chemistry and Physics homework and it would be a breeze for her since she is doing her A Levels. Ivy on the other hand was busy reading her form 3 KH text book; people seemed to develop a certain “kia si” not “kia su” spirit as PMR examinations are getting closer I suppose.

I head for my art class in the afternoon and did some poster colour painting which literally cause my hands to fracture since it required me to paint a picture of 2 guys reading books with a old book shelf as the background with another extra 2 guys sitting on a table behind them. I desperately need to update my brushes and paints. I bought a dozen donuts from Big Apple on my way back, finally managed to have a bite on cheese flavoured donuts. I met Ivan and the gang on my way back.

The night seemed to be humid and dad appeared to be superiorly nature conscious and insisted not to switch on the air conditioner despite the endless complains made by my mum and I. I had my family dinner at some unknown shop and taste the best asam chicken ever!!!! Again…I visited The Spring for the second time in a day to check out on books by James Patterson. Dad won’t allow me to get new books since he complained that I read the books too fast. Great~ Now it is considered a sin to finished reading your books too fast. My dreams to get my own HTC touch is getting closer since the price drop from RM1880 to RM1690. Mum managed to get a couple packets of macaroni and chocolates on our way back. Miraculously I didn’t burn cash from my wallet to get myself anything.

Being angelic for a day seemed to put a graceful ending to this post of mine.

Someone Is In LOVE

SOMEONE IS POKED BY CUPID'S LOVE ARROW

Teacher Showing Not Enough Attention?!!

One of a parent was boiling with fumes appearing above her head, saying:

"You didn't show enough care and love towards my daughter during your teaching!! What type of teacher are you?!!"

Apparently that certain mother of one of the students from my class does not know exactly the roles teachers play in the society nowadays. She blames my form teacher for not showing enough care and attention to her daughter, claiming that it was the main factor which leads to her daughter's grades to flop. This is totally absurd. She should have brought a giant-sized mirror and see her own reflection to understand that the major cause of her daughter's grades to flop was her own daughter's lack of discipline and paying no attention during lessons. She expects the teacher to stand right in front of her daughter holding a history text book glaring and speaking every single word in front of her face?? A teacher's job is similar to a burning candle, enlighten every students path not a torch light that shines directly onto an individual.

Twins Issue

Vivi: Frankie!! Your brother is calling you!!!! *staring at me with menacing looks*
Me: *glare at her with my devious annoyed gawk*
Vivi: Hans!! How come you didn’t call your twin brother, see…he’s angry already that’s why he walked away.
Me: He’s not my twin brother OK? *continuing my way across permutation questions*
Vivi: Frankie…!!!! Your brother is calling (repeated several times)
Me: Enough ok, I don’t even look like him la…
Vivi: Memang DERHAKA one. Won’t even admit your own long lost twin brother *dramatic sobers*
Me: You also have a sister that looks like a hippopotamus in form 3 that you never admit, plus another pig twin sister like you somewhere in form 4…say people.
Vivi: True bah…Hansley’s brother!!! Frankie’s brother is calling!!!!! *screams as Frankie walks back*
Me: SOOO EMBARRASSING LA!!! *fling a paper ball towards her face* I don’t even know him!!!!
Vivi: *sigh*
Me: The one that is so called DERHAKA is Jemuel la!!! He won’t even admit his own brother *calling for Jemuel*
Vivi: Hahahahahahahahaha…Carlos.
Me: Jay!! You la…DERHAKA! Won’t even admit that Carlos is your own brother.
Jemuel: What??

The pointless conversation continues as Vivi claimed that I’m heartless for not admitting my “twin brother”, Frankie. Honestly I do not share any similar parts on my face with that individual. On the contrary, I mocked Vivi for having a “sister” who looks like a pig and another recent founded “sister” who has a face of a hippopotamus. Jemuel…rebuffs that Carlos doesn’t look like him, but in reality it is a true fact. People are connected by any means in this colossal universe.

Credit Burned to Azureen

I am, undeniably a person who sends text messages a lot. If a normal individual cannot survive 3 days without water, I would definitely be the one who cannot stay alive for even a day without sms-ing.

Azureen sent me a text message last Friday and our conversation sustained until midnight. Amazingly we managed to reconnect the story on the next day which lasted till night. F.Y.I, I am currently using a Celcom prepaid plan while Azureen on the other hand is using a Hotlink Prepaid plan. Thus, credits are easily burned away like ashes simultaneously during our conversation.

I realised the existence of the new Hotlink Activ 10 service which seemed money consuming plus wider coverage compared to Digi despite the greater offers Digi has. I am planning to get myself a Hotlink number if my wheedling to dad succeeds.

As a conclusion, I burned away approximately RM7.00 messaging with Azureen…which is equivalent to a meal of “Foo Chow noodles” and “Teh C Peng with a bun” from Auntie’s Corner. However, million thank yous to Azureen for accompanying me despite the heartaches due to credits burned.

Father's Day

Our fathers toil with hands and heart
To make our lives complete.

They quietly brave the winter cold,

Endure the summer heat.

Our fathers' lives are busy, but

There's always time for us.

They boldly face the ups and downs

And seldom ever fuss.

Our fathers are the greatest dads.

We know you know this, too.

But thank you for the chance to share

Our love for them with you.

Perkhemahan Bersepadu Persatuan Pakaian Berseragam 08

I managed to find some time to upload all the pictures taken during the previous school camp. I was supposed to blog about it eons ago, but term examinations and leisure activities seemed to get me all preoccupied not forgetting the endless hours required to edit all the pictures. I wasn't one of the participants since I was too reluctant to skip my Chemistry and BM tuition, and due to that I received continual complains and griping from Nicole, Jing Hao and Kelvin obliging me to join. Lastly, Mr. Thomas came to offer me to be one of the Red Crescent helpers in case people got injured.

Members from each and every uniform bodies gathered around at the school compound at approximately 1.00 pm. Before that I got a glimpse and journeyed through Nicole's ravenously packed luggage. The self-proclaimed beauty connoisseur brought a whole bunch of shampoos and body lotion *it's a school camp Nicole not a fashion star competition*. The saddening part was, I was forced to become her slave and lug her gargantuan bag down to the school compound. Credit goes to Felicia who help me snap photos during their tormenting marching under the bazing sun.

Activities for the night was a whole load of fun. A game of "Love Boat" ended everyone climbing on their partner's back to so-called survive the massive flood. Then every contestant was blin folded and being lead through the whole school (last picture shows Garth Scoot with his squatting act)

Teachers introduced a game called "Marriage and Divorce" Hock Tack managed to win through hundreds of other contestants and ended up a success marriage to a junior. Clarence joined us and transmuted herself into a witch (3rd picture) with her "magic staff".

I visited my friends at day 2, watching them doing the "Pocho-pocho" dance. Beneddy turned out to be the odd ball by dancing in all directions, obviously not following the crowd. The "Jungle Style Cooking Competition" was held next. Instead of being with my Red Crescent members, I tagged along with Jing Hao and the gang from Wushu. The scene whereby all the Chinese panicked not knowing how to cook using only "nature" around them with simple hilarious. Alice actually knows how to cut garlic, amazes me a lot for a rich princess who lives in a huge castle with servants and maids. The food wasn't that bad although they were not a hundred percent sure of using bamboo to cook.

As usual all uniform units had to prepare themselves for the "Performance Night", it was a piece of cake for the Wushu members. I snapped a few photos during their practice. Alicia sneaked into the Wushu team despite she was strictly rejected since she was a police cadet. It summed up with a hilarious practice with a retarded clown moving herself around with a red Kung Fu fan. I bugged Jing Hao and Wan Thin as they were busy making paper kites (I never made a kite for the last 17 years..What embarrassment). Lastly, I decided to pay the Red Crescent members a sincere visit (Chin Meng's arm blocked the pic)

Telematch started in the evening. There are only 2 photographers(Felicia and I) and we began running and dashing in all directions to snap photos during the activity. Honestly I never did that much exercise before *sigh*. I shall not comment that much on the pictures simply click on each picture to view the details.

This game was the best among all. Participants are supposed to bury themselves and glide through the mud which appeared not much difference from the original military training. The last picture was a myriad of shoes!!! Wan Thin was hurling complains that her pink Nike shoes were stained with mud, only sinister laughter of a guy called Hansley could be heard, TAUNTING.

A collection of people. Starting from Nicole, Kelvin, Jay Maxwell, Alicia, Wan Thin, Alice, Hock Tack and some anonymous junior, Raphael and Garth Scoot. Nicole still poses in her muddy face.
A game of "Treasure hunting" adds to the rising sun of the last day of camp. The police cadet won the competition, they have hunting skills I supposed. Photo shoot session (Nicole and Alicia) (Felicia and I) (Jing Hao, Kevin and me lodged between them).

This year's Perkhemahan Bersepadu Persatuan Pakaian Berseragam ended with KRS as the winner, followed by Police Cadet and St. John Ambulance as the 2nd runner up.

Correct Methods Of Cooking Noodles

Normally, how we cook the instant noodles is to put the noodles into a pot with water, throw in the powder and let it cook for around 3 minutes and then it's ready to eat.This is the WRONG method of cooking the instant noodles. By doing this, when we actually boil the ingredients in the powder, normally with MSG, it will change the molecular structures of the MSG causing it to be toxic.The other thing that you may or may not realize is that, the noodles are coated with wax and it will take around 4 to 5 days for the body to excrete the wax after you have taken the noodles.

CORRECT METHOD:
1. Boil the noodles in a pot with water.
2.Once the noodles is cooked, take out the noodles, and throwaway the water which contains wax.
3. Boil another pot of water till boiling and put the noodles into the hot boiling water and the shut the fire.
4. Only at this stage when the fire is off, and while the water is very hot, put the ingredient with the powder into the water, to make noodle soup.
5. However, if you need dry noodles, take out the noodles and add the ingredient with the powder and toss it to get dry noodles.

Please share this info and help save a life.

Grades FLOP!!!

I finally got back my results for my first term exams, and honestly I wasn’t at all pleased with it. Only a whole pile of phlegm-like marks with my hysterical screaming.

English – A1
Bahasa Melayu – A1
English for Science & Technology (EST) –A1
Moral Studies – A1
Biology – A1
Mathematics – A1
Additional Mathematics – A2
History – A2
Chemistry – B3
Chinese – B3
Physics – B4

It was beyond my expectations that I got a pathetic A2 for History after I screwed up in 2 questions from paper II, luckily I managed to score nearly full marks in essay which was the main reason that pull up my marks to A2 standard. Additional Maths was saddening, uncountable careless mistakes and a miscalculation of Trigonometry made my grades flop to A2. I expect to beat my highest record for Biology – 93%, but sadly I done badly in paper 3. Chemistry and Physics was the major killing part. I wrongly designed the experiment for Chemistry paper III and done quite poorly for paper I. I expected to get at least an A2 for Physics but my paper ended up all red especially in essay section and careless unit conversion during calculations. My brain interpreted the wrong data during calculations in Electricity and Force and Motion. For Moral, I misspelled the nilai for 2 structure question which turn my marks away from 90%. In Mathematics, I was blind enough to jot the wrong data for Statistics and ended up not reaching 95% for it. I shall not comment for language subjects especially Chinese with I never ever show any desires to take it as an extra subject. Typically, silly spelling mistakes are still the major factor that caused me getting endless “lecturing” by Madam Patricia.

As a conclusion, more striving and determination will be required to improve my grades.

Retarded Immature Toddler Language

People from all walks of life are obviously conscious of social network websites. I was browsing Frienster profiles randomly to alleviate my boredom and I discovered several lousy and dim-witted techniques used by other individual to describe themselves at the “About Me” section. Not only has it contained an infinite of spelling errors, wrong placing of symbols and offensive slang, the user also desperately promote themselves to the very best by using "retarded immature toddler language" – they attempt to act cute like a bratty innocent girl. Although the despicable part may be oblivious to others, but for me it may only lead to endless vomiting waste substances, hurling poop into their mouth plus sniggers and sneers due to their imbecile action. Below is an example to stipulate my remarks:

“I DON’T GIVE MY NUMBERS RANDOMLY TO STRANGERS! ♥
oh shit, my name ish *profile protected*.
nickname for short : *profile protected*
4teen dhis year [2008]
i dun give a CRAP what you say about me.
i know , i love you too . haha .
wanna know me better? dunno larh . find out yourself .
no poser here . im not fake .
im dhe REAL me . nd im SERIOUS .
no ym . . only gowt friendster , tagged nd msn . dun ask again . i’ve gowt sick of it .
i gowt many friends out der . yeshh, im here for you . lol :p
kiss me? no . love me? yea. hate me? dun give a shit man . hug me? haha. cuddley =)
i love everyone, yesh I do =)”

The Synesthesia Challenge

63%

OnePlusYou Quizzes and Widgets

My Bumper Stickers

I felt so bored, thus I decided to paste all the codes for Bumper Stickers.

The Battle Of Boredom Continuous...

Image above originates from here.

The battle of between Hansley Liew and Boredom continuous….

I woke up at 11.00am after attending my grandparents’ birthday dinner last night. The atmosphere was simply joyful and great since all my cousins are finally back to their hometown and missing them for so long (I shall blog about that after I collected all the photographs taken on that day). I lazily lug my body to the sofa in front of the television and watch “The Martha Stewart Show” with mum on NTV7, currently still in my hibernation mode. I simply could not explain why my holidays are typically filled with boredom and monotony, unlike my other friends whose holidays are normally crammed with activities and revision schedule. The momentum to submerge myself in the seas of books and exercises seemed to fade away as I develop into a lethargic individual especially during holidays. My cerebrum is constantly at rest.

To sustain the efficiency of my partially oxidised brain, I reluctantly did some revision on Biology Chapter 3: Coordination and Response which seemed endless with no ending. Additionally memorizing long complicated scientific terms for neurotransmitters such as acetylcholine, noradrenaline, serotonin and dopamine may lead to permanent damage to my Central Nervous System (CNS).

Gaming time start in the afternoon, a game of Warcraft aids in eliminating drowsiness and improve the rate of impulse transmission in my brain which is indisputably vital for my preparation for BM tuition at PBK.

Visit to School On Wednesday

It has been 12 days since I step my feet on the school ground. So, mum and I decided to tag along dad since he was obliged to return to school for official duties. It definitely gave me a distinct sentiment when I arrived at the empty cavernous school compound with not even a single person, except for school workers and working clerks in the office. I assumed that lethargic secondary school students were still tugged and wrapped in warm blankets, indulging themselves in their most pleasant dreams in bed.

On my way to the teacher’s staffroom I astonishingly bumped into a few juniors, it was either their club meeting or they just had a slight feeling missing school. I settled down with my Biology and History text book facing me with all the dullness and monotony clearly written on my face. The school’s wireless is seriously wretched and terrible. Even though it is equipped with wireless Streamyx service, I only managed to surf the net with a minimum and pitiful speed of 56mps. INSERTS FRUSTRATION AND MADNESS.

Luckily my Windows Live Messenger was running normally despite of the additional milliseconds needed to receive or send an instant message, in other words it is SLOW. After doing my Biology revision I began devoting myself sending nudges and winks to Seraphina, Kathleen and Timothy. Dad brought us out for lunch at a nearly café, I ate tomato noodles and gobbled down a can of Coke (weird combination). We went back home approximately 3 pm, and even advised dad to note down to the assistant principal, Mr. Rapieng about the inefficient wireless speed crisis.

Confessions Behind A Story

I have undergone the most depressing day of my life. Problems seemed to evoke dynamically. I must admit I’m the type of individual who generally keep all personal problems to myself, hoping that others may no need to worry much about me. Often I label myself as a hypocrite who regularly wears a mask over my real self, revealing to others that I’m strong and resilient to endure all the hurdles and obstacles ahead of me. However, this helps me to easily comfort and console other friends whom are facing problems. Today, I sincerely know that I am wrong.

I am stuck between a situation that both hauls me deep into inconvenience, most devastatingly it may even lead to a lost of either a friend or a great brother.

A and B were great friends since last year, A even treats B like his very own brother despite the fact they live in a great distance away from each other. They both had wonderful memories together. Chatting around and spending much time together brings immense joy. B always cares about A; they both share their problems and built a close relationship like brothers. Arguments are squabbles were inevitable, but it will end shortly when both know they’re own mistakes and apologizes.

As time flies, both may journey into their own roads. Facing own social collectives, doing their own leisure pursuit and getting busy like any typical school kid who has tuition and co-curricular activities. Unnoticed the relationship between A and B seemed to get further. B neither pays much attention to A nor sending a simple text message to greet “hi”. . A confessed about this problem but it all ended up as if A was the blameworthy one who had to say sorry. Lastly, A decided to sketch a piece of artwork to post to B, hoping to retain their friendship. Sadly, B claimed his family thinks that A was a stranger. Soon, the piece of art ended up being a piece of worthless trash. It was a true heartache for A to dump away a piece of artwork that A drew for nights.

C who was A’s best friend realised the change in A began to concern and began asking A about A’s problem. Obviously C will put the blame on B for his actions and advised A not to waste so much effort on a person who does not care about what A did for C. A and C both ended up in a huge quarrel as A wishes to preserve his friendship with B and opposed to C about the change in him. A is now stuck in between B and C.

Nevertheless, A slowly realised the truth behind C’s words. B never asks A about problems A had or even showed much care about A like B used to last time. A didn’t blame B for A knows that B has his own personal way of living. B may not know exactly how much A still cares about B and cherish the memories they had together in old times. It was a true significance for A to know a guy called B, and maybe it is because of A’s own doing… they’re relationship fades away. Their lives may be diversely different, even worlds apart but B will always remain as A’s brother.

Time will reveal everything, the way of life and most importantly the truth behind all people. The quotation that speaks “People changes as time flies” proves everything to me now.

Chiaw Jen Back In Kuching

I finally managed to get the pictures I took with my friends on Chiaw Jen’s visit back to Kuching. Time waits for no one indeed and it has been half a year since we had our last gathering. She came back from Miri and gave me this “incredible” Christmas present last year. I really do miss her. Note: Pictures are lousily blur since none of us brought a camera, so all photographs were taken using a 2 mega pixel N70. In addition, it gave me an atypical feeling scrutinizing myself using my previous frameless spectacles.
Chong accompanied me to Chiaw Jen’s place on day one and we actually chattered until pass midnight. Amazingly my parents didn’t even whine or griped that I was out late. Here is my picture with my best buddy!!!! Chong, as usual with his girly gesture. Light intensity factor causes my lips to be purple, I have to clarify I didn’t apple lip colour.
Picture taken at Chiaw Jen’s place. Chong again…with the similar gesture who proclaims it’s a Korean smile.
The rest of the gang came on second day, and again I tagged along with them. Say Kiong (guy in yellow) poses like a insane retard with Wei Pin in the middle standing firmly like a turgid oak tree. I transmuted into gaseous state behind Sook Jun. The girls seemed relatively normal except of Xin Ni’s emo fringe.
Say Kiong putting on a schmuck look.

Credit goes to Jiao Jia for footing herself statically to take this “formal” picture. (Say Kiong taunted me for being taller for a few millimetres).

David Cook - The Time Of My Life

I’ve been waiting for my dreams

To turn into something

I could believe in and looking for that magic rainbow

On the horizon

I couldn’t see it

Until I let go

Gave in to love

Watched all the bitterness burn

Now I'm coming alive

Body and soul

Feelin’ my world start to turn

And I'll taste every moment

And live it out loud

I know this is the time

This is the time to be

More than a name or a face in the crowd

I know this is the time

This is the time of my life

Time of my life…

Holdin’ onto things that

Vanished into the air

Left me in pieces but

Now I'm rising from the ashes

Findin’ my wings and all that I needed

Was there all along

Within my reach as close as the beat of my heart

And I’ll taste every moment

And live it out loud

I know this is the time

This is the time to be

More than a name or a face in the crowd

I know this is the time

This is the time of my life

Time of my life…

Now I’m out on the edge of forever

Ready to run

Keepin’ my feet on the ground

My arms open wide

Facing the sun

And I’ll taste every moment

And live it out loud

I know this is the time

This is the time to be

More than a name or a face in the crowd

I know this is the time

This is the time of my life…

More than a name or a face in the crowd

I know this is the time

This is the time of my life…

This is the time of my life…

Time of my life…

Hectic Gawai Schedule

I am multi-tasked, if a simple eight-legged spider could build its own web, I self-proclaimed that my abilities had already exceed a typical spider. I possibly will transmute myself into a human-centipede whom is capable to do a zillion tasks at one time.

• Woke up at 7.00a.m for church service at St. Thomas's Cathedral.
• Headed back to Seraphina's place at 10.00am after church ended.
• I forced myself to watch Totally Spies since the sulky brat demanded it.
• Mum and dad stormed back home since the water tank was leaking and my home was flooded like a terrible disaster.
• Had lunch when Aunt Sheila from Miri came back to visit us.
• When over to Kimberly's place to babysit brats because Aunt Stella will be out visiting.
• Ate a scrumptious chocolate cake at Kim's place for desert.
• Read Kimberly's autograph book.
• Whined that Seraphina plagiarized my way in writing and strongly protested on her comments about me being demented.
• Went online to do some blogging and replied all procrastinated mails.
• Mum called and told me to tag along with them for Gawai visiting.
• Ordered 2 regular pizzas on delivery.
• Mum fetched me from Kim's place after I finished 3 pieces of pizzas and off we went to Madam Flora's place for visiting.
• Dad drove all the way to Serian to visit my friend, Alicia.
• Headed to Madam Christine's place around 4.00pm and dad was astounded as her house was painted maroon red.
• Reluctantly forced myself to eat lamb chop prepared since it was prepared by my ex Geography teacher.
• Stop by at Paul's place but decided to drive away since his home was packed like a million bee storming for honey.
• I send text messages to Azureen and was ravenously surprised she replied, knowing that her mum confiscated her phone months ago.
• At the same time, texted Ian as well but again I didn't received any replies. So I decided to stuck up with Azureen.
• 6.00pm, visited Jane's place but she wasn't around so we met Madam Marietta instead.
• Dad came across acquaintances and colleagues including my former PK Mr. Neo and his family.
• Wheedled dad to give me cash since credit is running low (envy Azureen who was currently shopping at Pavilion or Gardens I assumed).
• Mr. Neo followed our backs and visited Baxter at his village, all together meeting Madam Freda.
• I griped to mum this time about the "no signal" message on my phone, my conversation with Azureen came to a halt.
• Ian finally replied as I was on the way to Mr. Rapieng's place (my current PK). Reginald my former classmate seemed not willing to chat with me after he transferred to a full boarding sschool *how heartbreaking*
• I was bloated as my teacher offered me "Lemang", so i decided to relaxed on the chair texting Azureen and Ian simultaneously. Sadly Ian disappeared from thin air once again...
• My Gawai visiting reached a final full stop.
• On the way back I stopped by at Vicky's place to pass her presents (2 plushies from Memory Lane and a picture I drew).
• I soon couldn't recognize her house so ended up calling her obliging her to wait outside like a runaway model.
• Reached home at 8.10pm and stormed straight into the bathroom.
• Tuned into Hillsongs and Paramore music while doing Chemistry exercises.
• Watched Apprientice Celebrity and snoozed at 2.00am.