Tuesday, 30 December 2008

Tagged By Leting

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the quiz as well as the person you got the quiz from.



IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Come Fly With Me - Michael Buble

WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Fluorescent Adolescent - Artic Monkeys


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Hot Stuff - Ashless Simpson


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
The Raising Fighting Spirit - Naruto OST


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Cemetery Drive - My Chemical Romance


WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Bleed It Out - Linkin Park


THINK OF YOU?
Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Jump - Simple Plan

WHAT IS 2+2?
Rehab - Rihanna

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Cat & Mouse - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Toxic - Britney Spears

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Nightmare - Jigoku Joujo OST

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Pop Princess - Click Five (This ought to be hilarious)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Erase - Mika

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I'm Just A Kid - Simple Plan

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Goodnight Goodnight - Hot Hot Heat

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Fabulous - HSM OST

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Poison - Groove Coverage

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
I Write Sins Not Tragedy - Panic At The Disco

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Stupid Girls - Pink (I'm gonna get busted)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Cruella Devil - Skye Sweetnam

WHAT DO YOU REGRET?
One Of Me – Planetshakers

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Pull The Curtain - Sum 41

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
We'll Be Burning - Sean Paul

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Wait A Minute - Pussycat Dolls

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Good And Broken - Miley Cyrus

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Mocking Bird – Eminem

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
The Broken Minor - Elliot Minor

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
1982 - Bowling For Soup

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Touch My Body - Mariah Carey

I Tag

  1. Gabrielle
  2. Courtney Old Lady
  3. Fie
  4. Ian
  5. Lilian ( Tagging still continues even tough you're in NS)
  6. Marcus
  7. Arshad
  8. Wui Siong
  9. Zan Xiang
  10. Kath (AGAIN)

Monday, 29 December 2008

Kath's Obsession - Hamsters

I miraculously woke up at 8.40 am today despite my inadequate 6 hours of beauty sleep after chatting with Kath and Azureen last night. Mum and dad were off to school very early this morning since it was the day PMR results are out. First of all, congratulations to my dearest cousin Ivy who got straight A’s (7A)

Ever wonder how many hamsters can a normal average human being rare as a pet? Approximately 5 or to a maximum extend of 10 I would say. But, last night my friend Kath here told me that she has 31 hamsters as pets!!! I repeat…31 HAMSTERS!!! *Eyes rolls* *Blinks* I was struck by a ten thousand watt bolt of lightning. In addition to her so called insanity and lunacy, she even got each and every one of them named, which I honestly doubt that she remembers their name. Fancy remembering 31 names based on 31 hamsters that eventually possess similar features and colour? It’s a million times harder than memorising and gobbling up my form 5 History and Biology text book.
Here’s a compilation of Kath’s priceless collection edited by myself. It took me almost a century waiting for her to send me those photographs via MSN.

Tagged by Lilian

Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

  1. She is Lilian Lee Pei something, apparently I had forgotten her last name. (Sorry Lil)
  2. She owns a blog, here!
  3. She is a truly devoted Christian.
  4. She goes to Emmanuel Baptist Church at Hui Sing Garden.
  5. She aims to get JPA scholarship in Medicine.
  6. She has a pet fish (is it an "a"?).
  7. She is advising me to wear braces since she and Gabrielle got theirs there.
  8. She puts on "Everlasting God by Christ Tomlin" on her blog.
  9. She is going to National Service tomorrow.
  10. She is extremely intelligent.

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:

  1. I am Hansley Liew and appears to be the owner of this blog.
  2. I am normal and straight.
  3. I am pitifully short according to my height.
  4. I am called "Brat" by Alex who also influence half of the world to call me that. (Thank YOU, Alex)
  5. I'm dying to get a Blackberry Storm.
  6. I plan to go for A Levels but still searching for universities.
  7. I have a "honey" who claims that I'm her honey too (Vicky) Hahahhaa
  8. I want to drag Jemuel back from his vacation if he's not back by next week. XP
  9. I miraculously tuned into Britney Spears' album - Circus
  10. I'm a human made up of cells.

At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names:

  1. Seraphina
  2. Arshad
  3. Deborah
  4. Fiona
  5. Ian
  6. Kath
  7. Kay
  8. Zan Xiang
  9. Leting
  10. Kelly

Some Drawings

I found some artworks that I used to draw when I attended art class this year.
A picture of two brothers with a wale. I like this but apparently the younger brother got involved in an accident and experienced from facial distortion
Workers in a village. I did this in a hurry cause' I had to rush for dinner. Bad artwork.

Sunday, 28 December 2008

Tagged By Gabrielle Eons Ago

Rules & Regulations:
Do not copy answers
Tag questions must be 100% same
Tag people before doing the tag
.
I tag:
.
1. Seraphina
2. Ian
3. Kath
4. Gabrielle
5. Lillian
6. Marcus
7. Timothy
8. Courtney
9. Leting
.
How do you know 1? (Seraphina)
Cousins since young.
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What would you do if you never meet 2? (Ian)
I'm evil so don't bother, I'm angelic so I'd regret my whole life
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What would you do if 3 & 4 dated? (Kath & Gabrielle )
Hilarious!!! Unless they're lesbians
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Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?(Lillian & Marcus)
Maybe ??? *blink*
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Do you think 7 is attractive? (Timothy)
Hmmm.. I don't compliment GUYS to be attractive
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Tell me something about 9 (Leting)

Very attractive XP
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What's 1's favourite past time? (Seraphina)
Mocking me "Brat!!!"
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What language does 2 speak? (Ian)
English I supposed
.
Who is 3 going out with? (Kath)
Basically HUMANS
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How old is 4? (Gabrielle)
17
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When was the last time you talked to 5? (Lillian)
Hmmm... on Facebook??? Last week
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Who is 6's favourite singer? (Marcus)
No idea.
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Would you date 7? (Timothy)
I'm straight LOL
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Is 8 single? (Courtney)

Let the old lady answer
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What's 9's last name? (Leting)
Ting

Her & A Book

A far fay away friend who talked to me almost the whole day, what would I do if internet services such as MSN wasn't invented.
Miss you Leting!!!


How I wish some anonymous author would produce this book and sell it at MPH or Borders

Personality Info

MSN-ing with Azureen. Fiona, Kelly, Leting and Ian
Read Gabrielle, Lillian, Ryner, Kelly and Leting's blog
Watch Naruto Shippuuden and Blood+
Dig into James Patterson's Cross Country
Did some art
Picture editing
Took a personality test
Sunday night ended

Click to view my Personality Profile page

Doulos Visit


Dad brought me to visit “Doulos” ship today along with mummy and a whole flock of cousins (Seraphina, Kim and Engie) since the ship’s scheduled date is due on 3rd January 09. It would be a devastating tragedy if I’d miss it since it only visits Kuching every 7 years and this will be my forth time to pay “Doulos” a warm visit once more.

Kimmy got some hand art
Thanks a lot to Mother Nature, the weather is inevitably burning, scorching and blistering my pitiful epidermal cells. With two ravenously diabolical brats tagging along me and Seraphina, the situation is akin to placing a spoonful of salt on a wounded wound. No idea why typical irresponsible humans like me tend to point accusing fingers to Mother Nature for the tormenting weather, obviously its all men’s own overzealous attempts towards globalization. I shall leave this issue aside first. Nevertheless, I still pray to God for offering me patience. Surprisingly, I bumped into a few St. Theresa acquaintances which appeared to be my cousin’s friends – Azureen’s family.

I managed to get 3 books with a tremendously satisfying price of RM32.50

1. Persecution by David Limbaugh
2. A Classic Nativity Devotional compiled by James Stuart Bell
3. Inspirational Gold by various Christian authors

Friday, 26 December 2008

Stickman & Dullness

11:18:50 PM Hansley: Like you ho?
11:19:04 PM Azureen: Hahahha... my face so big meh?
11:19:05 PM Azureen: Hahaha
11:20:07 PM Azureen: My hair like that ka?
11:20:10 PM Hansley: Ya
11:20:12 PM Azureen: Hahaha
11:20:13 PM Hansley: Or else?
11:20:21 PM Azureen: Really?
11:20:25 PM Hansley: Ya la
11:20:27 PM Hansley: Then?
11:21:04 PM Azureen: Noooooooooo
11:21:19 PM Azureen: Hahaha... The lips look weird.
11:21:21 PM Azureen: Hahahha

11:22:00 PM Hansley: Girl usually lips like that
11:22: 08 PM Hansley: Haha

Nugget's Birthday

It's Nugget's Birthday (26th Dec)
"You need additional nutrient to grow fat!!!"

Christmas Day

What I did during Christmas Day:

  • Woke up at 6.50 am to attend church service at St. Thomas' Cathedral
  • Replied Christmas greetings to Vivi, Mr. Relly and Mr. Nojip
  • Listened to a wonderful sermon given by Father Aries regarding 'Faith' and 'Believe'.
  • Christmas visiting to the Dean's and Bishop's place.
  • Had a short family gathering and hang out with my dearest cousins.
  • Went back to Grandma's place.
  • Aunt Sheila and Kiki who are both back from Miri.
  • Pay a visit to late grandpa at the cemetery.
  • Send Seraphina back to her place.
  • Had dinner with Aunt Sheila.
  • Send presents to Eddie and Cindy.
  • Called up Vicky and Ling Ying.
  • Did some blogging.
  • Catch some soap opera with mum.
  • Check my 'dead' and 'isolated' Facebook
  • Went to bed by 2.30

Here's a Christmas prayer by Robert Louis Stevenson

Loving Father, help us remember the birth of Jesus, that we may share in the song of the angels, the gladness of the shepards, and worship of the wise men.

Close the door of hate and open the door of love all over the world. Let kindness come with every gift and good deisres with every greeting. Deliver us from evil by the blessings which Christ brings, and teach us to be merry with clear hearts.

May the Christmas morning make us happy to be thy children and Christmas evening brings us to our beds with grateful thoughts, forgiving and forgiven, for Jesus's sake.

Amen

Thursday, 25 December 2008

The Wrapping Paper Test




You Are Considerate and Mature



You approach the holidays with responsibility and cooperation.

You'll do your part to make sure that everyone else has a happy holiday.

You aren't particularly picky or high maintenance during the holidays.

You're happy to be in the company of people you love, and you're willing to "go with the flow."

Of all the types, you are the most likely to give someone exactly what they want.

You're also the most likely to wrap all your presents well - to prevent peeking!


Tuesday, 23 December 2008

Christmas Eve

I’m finally home from my long holiday, and it is once again all Christians throughout the world to celebrate a celebration filled with significance of the day Jesus Christ is born – Christmas. It is easy to get caught up in our lives in December. I don’t mean to be insensitive or selfish, but it is typical for us to be so overwhelmed by the holidays that we forget how painful this time of year can be for others who are suffering from illness and grieving. We're still in a world with all its suffering and ambiguity, all its division and inevitable injustice. To people from all walks of life out there, send a simple greeting or lend a helpful hand to those who are in need during this festive season and see what miracle God can do to the world.


Here’s my Christmas wish list to Santa:

PRICELESS
Loving family
Satisfying results for SPM
Promising future
Good health
Great friends who remember me

PRICEY
Iphone
Blackberry Storm
HTC Touch Pro
Ipod Touch
Custom Design LV laptop case

Tuesday, 16 December 2008

Thursday, 4 December 2008

Spiritual Discipline: Prayer & Study (By Revd. Patrick Wong)

There is much to say about prayer, but in this section we will consider prayer as a spiritual discipline. Prayer, of course, is much more than a spiritual discipline; it is a life. Dallas Willard comments, “It would… be a rather low-voltage spiritual life in which prayer was chiefly undertaken as a discipline…” Still prayer is a very potent practice for opening our lives to God.

Why do we need to practise prayer as a discipline?
In our culture, it is because we have severely impaired attention spans. In prayer we attend our minds to God, and all too often that attention lasts for a few seconds. We begin our prayer with “Heavenly Father,” and it is not long before our minds are meandering off, attending to anything often than the One we began to address.

It is for this reason that we must undertake prayer as a spiritual discipline – to enable ourselves to attain the single-mindedness necessary to attend to God – who-is-present. It is also vital for us to understand that prayer, just as every other discipline, is a learning process. We will find ourselves distracted. We will notice our minds wandering among the countless concerns of the day. However, as we continue in the paths of prayer, our meanders will be shorter and less frequent.

Prayer is conversation or communication with God.
It involves both speaking and listening. So often we pray as if it were a monologue. But prayer is so much more than talking to God. In fact, the seasoned pray-er knows prayer is more about listening than talking. Soren Kierkegaard said, “A man prayed, and at first he taught that prayer was talking. But he became more and more quiet until in the end he realised that prayer is listening.” And this makes sense because God knows much more than we do – He knows it a whole lot better than we do.

Prayer is opening our lives to God for change.
Prayer is recognition that God is God and we are not, and so in prayer we yield our desires to God’s. Jesus prayed, “Not my will but yours.”

In prayer we ask God to change the way we see other people. When we look at other people, see in their faces the eyes of Christ, It is then that transformation happens. We serve others as if we were serving Jesus. We speak to others and listen to others as if we were speaking and listening to Jesus. This happens when we take seriously Jesus’ words. “Whatever you do to the best…you do it to me.”

We ask God to change the way we see ourselves. A prayer I have found to be frightening, but liberating is “Lord, shine your light on the dark-shadowed corners of my heart. Show me what I am hiding from you.”

In prayer, I invite God to come in and occupy the rooms in my heart that I have previously labelled, “Keep Out!” Then I must pay attention to the soft voice of the Spirit as he pints out my ‘restricted areas’. When I hear the spirit pointing out my impatience, I adjust my heart in gratitude for the time and opportunity God has given me. When I see the Spirit shedding light on my pride, I remember that it is only by God’s grace that I have this life.

Prayer is not complicated.
Prayer is not about saying the ‘right word’, but rather a right orientation of our entire being toward God. Prayers do not need to be flowery. Prayers like that are said either to impress others or to manipulate God. Instead, when Jesus taught his discipline to pray he told them to use simple, straightforward speech (Matthew 6:7, 7:7-11).

“Prayer is living,” Henri Nouwen says. Prayer is not something that is done only before meals or during church services. It is not limited to bowed heads, clasped hands and closed eyes.

Since praying is paying attention to God (listening, watching), we really can ‘pray without ceasing’ (1 Thess 5:17, Philippians 4:6). In whatever we do, we do it with te awareness that God is present. We can simply ask Him, “God, how would you like me to act in this situation?” or “God, how should I respond to that comment?”

Our prayers may be hours spent listening in silence and solitude. They may be momentary prayers for someone in a passing car. Our prayers may be spoken as we kneel at our bed before we got to sleep. They may be silently voice as we walk into a meeting. There are many paths of prayer, because paths of prayer are the paths of life.

To pray without ceasing means that wherever we go and in whatever we are doing, we go and do with the awareness of the always-present God. We listen for His take (view) on the world. We look at others and ourselves through His eyes. We ask God to show us what He is doing and how He would have us join in the process. In prayer God invites us to participate in His world and operate our lives in His way. As we practise this discipline, we will be able to see more clearly what God’s will is so that we will know how we should pray (Romans 12:1-2).

Source: St. Thomas’ Cathedral Kuching ‘Unity’ book (by Revd Patrick Wong)

Off For Vacation

Wednesday, 3 December 2008

A 'Legendary' Post

I carry on my routine to blog for the day, I realised it would only be sheer monotony if this blog was about my lame and dull archetypal life. So, evolution is vital to bring my blog to another dimension. However, I will still post regarding my holidays. XP

Mercedes-Benz SLK...My Lover

First and foremost, it’s Lillian’s birthday today. So I’m wishing her a blessed Birthday!! (4th December) Btw…Thanks for inviting to the Youth Camp in Santubong but sorry I’m on vacation at that moment. I got Kay’s blog link and I’m in a middle of a minor debate with Kay on ‘who’s legendary’ LOL, frittering away precious time.

I had my father-to-son talk with my dad; I am cognizant that I am a grown adolescent despite of my unconvinced height. Dad wants me to get a job and get my driving license by next year, unless I enrol for January intake for A-levels. I am considering enrolling for January intake A-Levels, but it would be major problem since I can’t drive. By the way, I am still bearing in mind on which university to go for…locally in Kuching or West Malaysia? This issue seriously caused me a headache. I’ll be off for vacation from 7th till 23rd December to KL and Singapore, so dad thinks that it would be better to start taking driving lessons by January next year. Great~ I guess I’ll be the last form 5 student in the entire Malaysia to take up driving lessons so late. So I have to tag along with all my other friends outing with their vehicle *if you guys don’t mind, Hah!*

Aston Martin-Vanquish, truly beautiful

I went to Ling Ying’s place to get some DVDs, and a miracle happened!!! She’s actually working!!!! Fancy a nerd and bookish person like her working? It takes more than a miracle to happen. I’m planning to visit Chiaw Jen with Yew Peng and Shi Ying tomorrow , it has been almost 2 years I haven’t met her and honestly I surely miss her a lot.

Lamborghini is damn gorgeous

Vicky sent me a text message: “HONEY LET’S GO TO SINGAPORE TOGETHER!!!!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHA… MISSED YOU LOTS!!!!!!!!” -_-“ Now, do not misunderstood our relationship, we only share an everlasting closed friendship. P.S: “Send me that type of flittering text messages again and I’ll be mutilated by your fans” I have to say that it’s risky to have ‘girl friends’ that have stunning looks. As a conclusion, Vicky is ‘toooooooo’ free to waste credit.

I kindda like this Mini Cooper, cute!

After dinner, I watched ‘High School Musical 3’ together with mum, I feel so outdated and I must catch up with all the latest movies by borrowing DVDs from people!

Tuesday, 2 December 2008

Azureen Turns 17

It's Azureen's birthday (3rd December).
By the way, this squirrel reminds me of her.
"You still look as cute as this without the specs LOL"

A Morning Tête-à-tête

Dad woke me up extremely early today…7.30 am, I was later compelled to get ready to head for breakfast. I only had 4 hours of sleep since I spend my night watching ‘Agent Cody Banks 2’. Grudgingly I took my shower to tag along with my parents down town for breakfast since mum doesn’t need to supervise for SPM today.

Great news occurring today, my dear friend Azureen’s birthday, Chiaw Jen will be back from Miri!!! Kimberly and Kelvin are back from vacation in China!!! It’s like a chain reaction.

Dad: Why do you have to dry yourself under the hot sun?

Me: *Moving my seat towards the middle seat of my dad’s vehicle* Sigh… Vitamin D you know.

Dad: You’ll get vitamin D and skin cancer.

Me: -_-“

Dad: Change your whatever song and play this, you should be listening to Christmas song la.

Me: *Sweat* is it a little TOO early for Christmas, besides Sum 41 songs are good.

Mum: Just play that Christmas song; if you don’t want to listen you can always cover your ears. And your rock songs are ear blasting. Where got nice?!

Me: *Attacked by both parents* Fine…

Me: Sigh… among all the songs why does it have to be ‘Silent Night’… mum change it…

Mum: Haiya, just listen to it, like I said if you don’t like this song cover your ears.

Me: *showing rancour once more*

Monday, 1 December 2008

Nickelback - Gotta Be Someone

This time
I wonder what it fells like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just tough enough
So I’ll be waiting for the real thing
I’ll know it by the feeling
The moment when we’re meeting
It’ll play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I’ll be holding my breath
Right up to the end
Until I move my way
I’ll find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
Everyone wants to know they’re not alone
Somebody else that feels the same someway
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight
Out on the street
Out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It’s just like déjàvu
Me standing here with you
So I’ll be holding my breath
Could this be the end?
Isn’t that movie where
I find the one that I spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There’s gotta be somebody for me like that
Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
Everyone wants to know they’re not alone
Somebody else that feels the same someway
There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

1st of December

It’s World AIDS Day,
Bernard and Alice had their account exam today.
Mum still has to supervise at SMK Tunku Abdul Razak.
Read ‘The Host’ by Stephenie Meyer,
Listened to Elliot Minor’s music.
A centipede appeared in mum’s room but daddy managed to terminate it.
Griped to Ling Ying that I felt like a living corpse at home,
She suggested on reading form 6 text books.
*SWEAT*
Another monotonous post for such a boring day.
Can’t wait for this weekend.

Sunday, 30 November 2008

Cutting Edge Said

Cutting Edge said:
"Good Things Are Not Cheap
Cheap things Are Not Good"
Maybe I should dye my hair?

Yesterday & The Day Before


28/11
It was my first day after SPM, surprisingly dad told me that I overslept in the living room and he had to wake me up around 4 am to drag me into my bedroom. I experience a sudden amnesia and eventually couldn’t recall anything. I woke up as early as 8 o’clock in the morning; something struck my mind reminding me that my exams are over… I felt a fusion of moderate excitement with a slight disappointment, equivalent to an unexplainable bizarre feeling. I received a text message from Chiaw Jen telling me she’ll be back from Miri next Wednesday!!! I was ravenously pleased since I haven’t met her for almost a year and truly I missed her lots. I’m looking forward to hang out with her.

I was too bored stuck in front of the television so I decided to tag along with dad to Tun Jugah and spent my time looking at Apple products and books. Alas! I couldn’t find the perfect book to buy so we just went home empty handed. Dad haven’t decided what camera to get, either a Sony, Nikon or Canon? Hmmmm…

29/11
Mum woke me up extremely early today; she claimed that it’s going to be a busy day. Sigh, I spent my whole morning visiting private universities consulting information regarding on A-Levels in UCSI, Taylor’s or Inti College.

I re-read ‘Are You Afraid Of The Dark’ by Sidney Sheldon since I got tremendously bored at home. The story is once again interesting and for those who have read the book…Tanner and Paula died in an aircraft *again*. I actually watch Power Rangers on TV2, fancy why I like that show after almost centuries not watching them. Maybe it’s the post-SPM effect. Finally I decided to visit Spring since I haven’t been there for months…lastly I got myself a Christian book ‘Purpose Driven Life’ for only RM25. There were loads of sales but mum said that it was better to do the shopping this weekend in KL and Singapore.

Thursday, 27 November 2008

Plans After SPM



I'm going to miss Alicia!!! She's migrating.




I still couldn’t believe that SPM just ended, finally my life as secondary school student came to and end. Yesterday, I felt like I was in form one and today it was my last day of form 5. I had to answers tons of phone calls and sms-es today. Ling Ying was the earliest to call and exploded after EST last paper. I was ravenously shocked to see Ian sending me a text message!!!! I thought he had forgotten about me already after he disappeared for weeks. Time flies vastly fast, how I wish I had a time machine to pause time so that time will eternally stop when I was in form one. Now I have to force myself to get use to not studying habitually at night, weird right? I always have the urge to study but nothing to study. I’m making plans for my “ever-lasting” holiday.




o Change my blog layout since “people” are gripping it is too lame.
o Head to the movies to watch ‘Twilight’.
o Outing with Wui Siong.
o Get my driving license with Ling Ying and Diana.
o See Wei Chee’s newly perm-ed hair.
o Outing with Irene and Ivy.
o Vacation with daddy and mummy to KL and Singapore.
o Meet up with Jemuel in KL.
o Holidays at Kim’s place.
o Get Christmas gifts for friends.
o Hog Eddie’s place.
o Buy ‘Purpose Driven Life’.
o Get Jay Chou’s new album.
o Get a Quiksilver jacket or Crocs.
o Shopping with Azureen.
o Get a job!!!
o E-T-C-E-T-E-R-A

Wednesday, 26 November 2008

Thursday, 20 November 2008

Another Week Done

Joy after Chemistry.

A week of SPM passed swiftly; I had Art Theory on Wednesday and Chemistry 1, 2, 3 for today. Fancy wasting dad’s petrol to send me to school to seat for art in the afternoon for an hour half? The standard for chemistry was average; however there were several tricky questions that made my head all woozy. Hopefully nothing goes wrong as I pray for an A1 in Chemistry.

Mother Nature has gone all zany, drastic changes of weather from blazing heat that could scorched me alive to blizzard storm and tornados, okay maybe I am exaggerating a little off the edge.

I decided to take a short evening break since the worst has yet to come (Biology and Physics next week), I actually stepped into the kitchen and help mum made pan cakes since dad was out for dinner. I felt like a stranger in my own personal kitchen, 2 weeks of SPM has caused my brain to undergo metamorphosis into a retarded robotic-hard disc that continuously reminded me about SPM and nothing more. I shall reformat my brain after this tormenting exam.

“Jealousy and envy” are both inevitably felt; my beloved cousins Seraphina will be back from Curtin this Monday for her 3 months summer holiday, Irene will soon have her holidays before twining to UK next year, Kimberly and Kelvin both in Beijing. Juniors are all in pre-Christmas mood; Kathlyn will be in Genting Highlands next week, Courtney enjoying her shopping spree in Singapore, Le Ting in Beijing yadda yadda yadda. ME? STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS MISERY SPM!!!!

I just got news that two of my new born cousins, Cousin Willie’s and Jun Leong’s baby boys, share the same name, Adam Liew. Such coincidence?

I must bury myself under Physics and Biology later.

Tuesday, 18 November 2008

12. 02 AM

Additional Maths was a killer,
unexpectedly difficult.
My hedgehog has morphed into a pencil.

Thursday, 13 November 2008

Break During SPM

P-R-E-S-S-U-R-E
The entire world must be indulging themselves in their holiday high-flying spirit; Ian is having his shopping spree in KL and Kath is busy as a bee outing. On the other hand I am still in the midst of torment and suffering. 3 days of long misery of SPM just ended, loud cheers!!! I may now pack all my BM, English, Mathematics and most decisively History books away!!! I shall speak no further on my examination especially history. 2 days of history exam can lead me to experience emotional breakdown and intense pressure that merely kept me alive…sigh. I guarantee that the majority of science side candidates loathe history since there is no logic thinking or formulas, only continuous memorization and a whole lot of cerebrum-carnage, book-eating ways to cram those facts. English essay was hilarious, I fancy why the education department set questions such as “write an essay on your future husband or wife” are they implementing new system promoting early marriage among adolescents? Vivi told me she wrote that…*SWEAT* I have 4 short days to revise on Additional Maths, Moral Studies, Art Theory and Chemistry. Moral and Add Maths, what an “ideal” combination to jeopardize all my neurones.

To begin my short break, I decided to call Vicky. Why? Missed her maybe and our conversation lasted for 30 minutes. OMG!! Dad’s going to kill me when the bill comes.

I am currently listening to Jay Chou and Keith Urban’s music to ease my brain a little. Then, it would be back to studying. I continue to pray hardly that God will continue to guide and help me through my SPM. Continue studying fellow friends…catastrophe is beginning and freedom is an inch away.

What Colour Day Are You Having?




You Are Having a Blue Day



Today is the kind of day that challenges you to the core. You're going to have to stay cool.

You have the intelligence, skills, and drive to rise to the occasion. Your mind is sharp.

While things may be a bit chaotic, you are still taking the time to reflect and be calm.

Today you are extra attractive and interesting to people. You are giving off a detached vibe, which is very intriguing.

What Color Day Are You Having?

Sunday, 9 November 2008

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM)

11-11-08: Bahasa Melayu 1, 2, Sejarah 1

12-11-08: English 1, 2, Sejarah 2

13-11-08: Mathematics 1, 2

18-11-08: Additional Mathematics 1, 2, Pendidikan Moral

19-11-08: Pendidikan Seni Visual 1

20-11-08: Chemistry 1, 2, 3

24-11-08: Biology 1, 2, 3

25-11-08: Physics 1, 2, 3

26-11-08: Bahasa Cina 1, 2

27-11-08: Pendidikan Seni Visual 2, English For Science & Techlonogy (EST) 1, 2

Friday, 7 November 2008

Prize Giving Ceremony

It was prize giving ceremony today, took back some awards and certificates.
Gladly the school was smart enough to give cash instead of copper trophies or certificate.
Flew to MBKS Kuching to attend PBK BM Seminar,
surprised that my essay ended up as one of the model essays.
Photographs will be posted after SPM.

Wednesday, 5 November 2008

My Childishness

My own childishness and self-centred behaviour caused heartaches,
This made me feel remorseful
and I will never ever do that ever again.

Friday, 31 October 2008

10th Day Till SPM

I went to school last Friday,
Everyone was having serious eye bags and panda eyes.
I’m obliged to attend luar sidang for Chinese, which I loathed the most,
I am sure to get A B4 or maybe a C5 for it, since the standard for Chinese is too high.
Most of my friends were taking their study leave.
Wan Fang received a letter from Petronas that offered her full scholarship in engineering.
Reginald was offered full scholarship in Medicine to Russia by MARA
(since he’s top student in MRSM)
Congratulations!

I decided to extricate from the tense situation and migrated to Leonard’s class.
Guo Yii brought his K850i so I played with it…
there’s even a 3D bomber man game.
Bernard and I strolled around the toilet zillions of times,
B-o-r-i-n-g

I chat with Wui Siong and Kath on msn after my Chinese class,
While waiting for dad to finish his work in the staffroom.
The school seriously needs to upgrade the Wi-Fi system.

Vicky text me and ask me what dress should she wear for dinner.
?-?-?-?-?-?-?-?-?
Am I working for Louis Vuitton or Chanel?

10 more days till SPM
Can’t wait for it to end.
I must continue to brush up my History and Biology.

Wednesday, 29 October 2008

Last Day Of Chemistry Class

I can’t believe it.
It was my last day for Chemistry tuition in Alpha tuition centre already,
Time flies exceedingly fast and it has been a year I had my tuition class there,
Million thank you’s’ to Madam Storey for teaching me Chemistry.
You’ve taught me lots of ways to memorise and understand Chemistry
Which I used to loathe the most.
I’ll surely miss my fellow friends
from St. Theresa, Batu Lintang, Lodge, Arang Road and Green Road.
Wish you all the best as I pray for an A1 in Chemistry.

Sunday, 26 October 2008

A Lesson


I learned a very important lesson:

A relationship is supposed to be two way; you still have to care for the person regardless how that person treats you even tough it is sad that he or she doesn’t care anymore. If you are feeling depress and upset about this friendship, drop it off and just forget about it. Never pursue on things that are fruitless and most importantly do not regret the choice you’ve made.

When you appear differently and seemed to be moving in totally contrary directions, would it not be sensible to hold on to that which is true?
I’ve finally made my decision to let go, such melancholy.
Finally the burden behind my back is gone, I feel almost ten times lighter removing the heavy weight I’ve been carrying for so long.

Short Weekned

First of all, the whole universe must be wondering how I lost my insanity for updating my blog especially when dooms day (SPM) is creeping vastly fast. As a matter of fact, I have lost my mind after burying myself six feet under Biology and History text books. There is just too much to cram in my cerebrum yet too little time, these two subjects concerned me the most. My apologies to all my friends who's birthday had already passed, the birthday thing just got entirely wiped off from my memory. A belated birthday wish to Kay Chai, Kelvin Chia, Debbie Lo and Jason Tan.

I dream about myself driving a Mercedes SLK, swiftly and luxuriously along Kuching road, using my dream phone HTC Touch Diamond, unfortunately such blissful dreams only lasted several seconds and soon I woke up suddenly as if I just received a message from heaven stating that it’s a mandatory to wake up and study. Maybe I am demented as my friends claimed fro having eye bags every morning. My morning was filled with Biology revision, and it sustained until afternoon. In the evening, I visited cousin Annie since her brother’s wife just gave birth to a new baby boy. By looking at the new born baby boy, all my notes on Spermatogenesis and Oogenesis and Fertilisation, typically on reproduction appeared simultaneously in my mind. I tagged along with my parents to Spring to do some grocery shopping and mum ended up with a necklace from Padini Concept. As usual, I was preoccupied admiring gorgeous jackets from Quiksilver. I had supper at Pinoy *something something*, basically a Philippine restaurant.

I attended church service as usual at St. Thomas’s Cathedral and heard a great sermon given by Father Aries on “Little Children, Love Each Other”. Dad drove Kimberly and I for Art class and my packed schedule continued with Physics tuition. I was stunned when I saw this psychotic girl wearing a fur sweater in the room despite the heat-intensifying weather!! The phenomenon of what we call “sakai” human beings who never wore a sweater before. I assumed she was either suffering from severe brain damage or she just wanted to cover up her stomach after an abortion. The first inference seemed logical maybe. I text with my cousin, Seraphina and burned her credits once more to end my Sunday evening. LOL I shall read History by night.

Saturday, 18 October 2008

Simple Stuffs

Trials are over. I got some of my papers back
BM - 90%
English - 88%
Moral Studies - 90%
History - 72%
Additional Maths I - 67/80
Additional Maths II - 83%
Chemistry I - 41/50
Mathematics - 91%
EST - 27/30
I was severely killed in History since it was my first time getting a B3 for the whole year
Burned 4 marks for making careless mistakes in Additional Maths paper I
Azureen burned RM5 for messaging me,
friendship do costs after all.
My BM essay part A appeared to be "karangan contoh" for PBK
Got my PBK BM Trial 2 results for paper I
Bahagian A (27/30)
Bahagian B (84/100)
A total of 111/130, quite satisfied.
Had supper with Ling Ying and Diana with dad Friday night.
I saw a gorgeous White Mini Cooper!
Saturday was quite loathsome, filled with monotony and boredom.
Chat with Le Ting during the afternoon.
I cancelled some plans to go outing.
BUMMER!!!
I shall read Physics with grudge

Tuesday, 14 October 2008

Timothy's Birthday

Happy Birthday to


I dedicate this song




"I'll be there for you


When the rain starts to pour


I'll be there for you


Like I've been there before


I'll be there for you


Cause you're there for me too"


Monday, 13 October 2008

Random Sunday

Trial will end within a week; so far I had most of my language subjects. BM and English were both moderate. History was a major nightmare, most of the “cold” and “abundant” topics were out in essay and I doubt that I can get an A1 for it. Moral studies turned out to be fine except for a subjective question regarding media which I got the nilai confused. I’m going to smack myself on the head for making silly mistakes in Transformation for Mathematics, still praying hard to get at least a 90% to maintain my marks.

I had dinner at Jalan Song and realised there is miraculously Wi-Fi connection in the food market. I joined art class with Kimberly Sunday morning and did some shading which literally caused my fingers to be all carbon-ed up with lead.

I shall continue my study for tomorrow’s paper – Biology. Much drilling needed for menstrual cycle and nitrogen cycle.

Happy belated Birthday (11th October) to Gabrielle.

Thursday, 9 October 2008

Thursday, 2 October 2008

Mr. Boring and The Puppet

What if you realised that someday a friend of yours claims he faced sheer of monotony whenever there is a conversation between both of you? This subject has no introduction to what contributed to this occurrence. A slight fade in the colourful bonding you both have probably? I see things both simple and undeviating; the words “B-O-R-I-N-G” are clearly painted on my countenance. If each tête-à-tête seemed like an obligation only requested from one person, then the values of a close conversation is nothing compared to a person who pulls one’s neck in order to force a puppet talk reluctantly.

The puppet couldn’t be blamed, this should be judged from both perspectives; the puppet and the puller. It maybe the puller’s fault for being too boring or childish and puts the puppet in a dull conversation akin to placing him in a claustrophobic room, or is it the puppets fault for not wanting to care for this person? Either way… this brings no end.

I wonder if I am a boring person, pulling a puppet’s neck in order to prise open a conversation. If so, I take a step backwards hoping that the puppet is desirable to make its first step to paint back the colours of friendship I once own.

Wednesday, 1 October 2008

Hari Raya Aidilfitri



  • Woke up at 8.30 with only 6 hours of sleep after browsing through current issues to cram my essay on China's milk scandal.






  • I decided to “revolutionise” my ravenously chaotic havoc-liked room before I found cobra snakes or gigantic cockroaches building their habitat in my room.


  • Since its Hari Raya Aidilfitri, I send greetings to my muslim friends.


  • Mum and dad left for raya visiting, I stayed at home and crammed myself in History after getting only 79% for the previous exam.


  • My cousin Irene came back from Intec University and pays me a visit with her family. WONDERFUL!!


  • Cousin Jeffrey’s family came in the afternoon along with other aunties to visit grandma and grandpa… a simple gathering with my dearest cousins all enjoying their one week raya holidays.


  • I bathe my cat, Ozymandias. Inserting my emphasis that cats do bathe!


  • Called Vicky to cancel tomorrow’s morning breakfast with Ling Ying, Kai Xiang, Diana and others.


  • Had a short meaningless conversation with someone and claimed myself for being compulsively boring.


  • I called Seraphina in Curtin using italk! Saves up heaps of money compared to texting or calling via phone services.


  • Did some Biology exercises and finished my exercises on Motion On Straight Line.


  • I felt a sense of drowsiness and slept at 7.30 pm and eventually turned nocturnal by 9 to continue my revision on Biology.


  • Watch an old DVD movie “Die Hard” series with dad.

Friday, 26 September 2008

Flowers For Birthdays

Happy Birthday to my dearest friends
24 September - Alice Jong
26 September - Fung Kee
29 September - Ling Ying

Thursday, 25 September 2008

4 Days

My blog has been rather dead for almost a week; the 2 main factors that contributed to such an appalling scene are trial exam which literally damaged my cerebrum to feature an issue on my blog or is it that persisting recurrence of my idleness to move my fingers around the key board. I am cognizant of that, thus I decided to update it since my vain cousin in Miri has been mocking and taunting about my dead blog.

Monday
Little amount of rain nourished mother earth from drought, I was pleased and thank God for that. I forced myself to memorise notes on Electronics due to my idiocy in understanding such simple thing according to Kee Kai and Han Cheng who both excel in such topic. I managed to begged trial papers for Additional Maths from Zone C. Ling Ying was desperate and needed my help in Chemistry, so I stayed back an extra of half an hour without much hesitation and lecture her on Salts.

Tuesday
Nothing much occurred except for the facing monotony during 2 periods of Add Maths class. I imagine my dad lugging a gargantuan sack with a label “Add Maths questions” into the class. The situation was partially similar since he begun photocopying extra Add Maths questions for us. Again I was pleased to do questions on Circles and Solutions of Triangle, perhaps my brain has desires on shapes?

Wednesday
My alarm clock was set approximately half an hour earlier in order to wake up for assembly. As a retired prefect, I personally found out that the new-elect prefects appear to be stricter. Moving their phalanges vigorously on notebooks giving demerits or busy buzzing around checking students’ finger nails. Once again, history repeated and our PK gave another tedious and lame speech that works miraculously if it was to be put as a sleeping spell or lullaby. I obviously extricate from the sluggish scene and was engaged in my conversation with Jing Hao and Leonard. I attended Chemistry tuition and was stuck in Salts!!!

Thursday
The weather was ravenously hot! I arrived at class around 6.40 am and found out that people are busy fanning themselves despite the fans’ fifth speed. Draught will begin if environmentalists in Malaysia haven’t found out alternative ways to save Mother Nature from extreme weather change due to humans’ overzealous attempts to globalize the world. Vivi complained that an anonymous taunted at her ugly green bag (honestly it is hideous). During BM I successfully gave a presentation on “peranan remaja untuk mencapai 3 hasrat Negara (menerahui pemerintahan Negara, menjadi sumber tenaga untuk kemajuan Negara, menjamin kedaulatan Negara dari ancaman luar).” Credit goes to Jemuel, Nicole and Vivi who proactively expressed their ideas. I attended PBK BM Trial II that started on 2.30 pm until 7.15 pm…my fingers are barely functioning currently.

I shall do some story reading on a book “Pressure Points by Larry Brooks” that I bought from Book Castle recently, simply the perfect choice of destination to shop for imported second hand books.

Wednesday, 17 September 2008

A Day Out With Jemuel

My weekend started off with an early breakfast of cereal and fresh milk, typical American style breakfast just adequate to give me a boost of energy to start my day. I buried myself in Additional Math exercises and completed my procrastinated Physics exercises after cracking my cerebrum doing an essay regarding Electronics. It has never been my forte to solve questions regarding that chapter, compared to other chapters like Pressure and Waves which both “friendlier” to my logic are thinking.

Soon, I was once again busy msn-ing my peers. My phalanges were intensively moving vigorously around the keyboard since I hooked up conversations with Nicole, Yii San and Le Ting. Fancy chatting through sms-ing?? It obviously will cause me another empty portion from my bank account.

I went outing with Jemuel and his family that afternoon. I discovered that his Innova was parking right in front of a Volswagen Eos!!!! Vibrant red and it’s a convertible!!!!!!!! His dad was simply fascinated and could not get his hand off the Nokia N95 8G he was playing with in the Nokia store at Spring. Eventually he didn’t get it after a long period of surveying most parts of Kuching I supposed… I even had my first contact on the latest Nokia N96. Featuring a wide 2.8 inch screen, it is obsessively as beautiful to behold as it is to use. At the end of the day, I only ended up getting a leather bracelet to add up my collection (dad was being ravenously mean for giving me 20 bucks only). The despicable part was bumping into a 4 foot brat, approximately 10 to 12 years of age wearing a Quiksilver sweater causing RM334.00, strolling around vainly. I would strangle him to death and lug his body to the dogs if I had to. *I realised this is a bit gory to suit my gothic monstrous blog theme*

My whole afternoon outing with Jemuel ended when my mom drag me for dinner at Tun Jugah. Since dad is attending a wedding dinner, mum and I went window shopping, despondently as I was dying to get a pair of new flip flops. Lunacy evaded my mind and I had a sudden craving on McDonald’s French fries and bought 2 large fries and a large Coke. I even met Min Chun and the gang on my way to McD. My Saturday ended after I went back home and completed my history notes

Keith Urban - Tonoght I Want To Cry

Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and coulda been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away
I [have] never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on
All by myself, [it] would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

I [have] never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain
To hell with this pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

Thursday, 11 September 2008

OLD

I FEEL OLD
25 Aug: Ahmad had allegedly called Malaysian-Chinese pendatang (immigrants) at a ceramah (political address) prior to the Permatang Pauh by-election, as reported by Sin Chew Daily. He was also reported to have said that “as the Chinese were only immigrants it was impossible to achieve equal rights amongst races”

Monday, 8 September 2008

Lame Friday


The self proclaimed Vogue magazine model has a zit on her forehead!!!
I SHALL TAUNT AND GUFFAW!!!

It was another typical Friday afternoon; the weather was just fine with a slight sunshine together with a minor drizzle to cool the extreme hot atmosphere I endured for the past few days. I got back approximately 4.00 pm after Chinese class and headed straight to Ling Ying’s place and together Diana drove us to PBK tuition. Massive traffic jam was inexorable since it was pouring rain that evening and Diana’s Sonata was stranded in the middle of the endless line of vehicles. Tuition was progressing as usual.

I finally got my PBK BM trial I results; I managed to score 103/130 for paper 1 and 94/110 for paper 2.

I reached home around 10 after a late dinner and some café. Head straight to my room and got hooked up msn-ing my peers. I suddenly realized how time flies and it has been a while since I met Azureen, Wui Siong, Jason, Rachel and Kelvin. Having friends from different school yet not having the opportunity to meet them in tuition classes really made me miss them a whole lot.

Around 2 am, I got a text message from Chiaw Jen currently in Miri, telling me that she might be back to Kuching for holidays. =) Sigh… Having difficulty in sleeping, I woke up and read a chapter on Biology: Reproduction.

Tuesday, 2 September 2008

Great Sunday

I had a great Sunday.
Outing with Timothy.
Bought Converse sneakers yesterday
Such a blissful day... Thanks!

Friday, 29 August 2008

How Real Are You?



You Are 56% Real



You're pretty real with people, but you can't help hiding a good part of yourself.

You're not truly happy with who you are at times... and believe it or not, it shows.

Try not to hide parts of your life from the people who matter to you.

Your friends and family are probably a lot more accepting than you realize!

Soap Ion and Spermatozoa

Aaron: Why are there sperms in your chemistry note book? (Flipping my note book)
Me: Where got?
Aaron: Nah! See!! Sperm cells in water!! Hahaha
Me: *SWEAT* Wu liaw you… That is cleansing action of soap ion in water la.
Aaron: Hahah…Soap where got like that?! The hydrocarbon chain like that one meh?
Me: Correct la.
Aaron: Hydrocarbon tail should be drawn zigzag la, yours is like the tail part of a sperm. Unless you use sperms to clean grease. Hahahaha
Me: Sickening. You then ejaculate into your washing machine to clean your clothes.
Aaron: Then you masturbate into your sink then. Huh!
Me: SICK! Side effects of "nerdifying" yourself on chemistry and biology..
Aaron: At least I don’t draw soap ions as sperms like YOU.
Me: Whatever~

Friday, 22 August 2008

Princess' Birthday

SELF-PROCLAIMED PRINCESS IS HAVING HER BIRTHDAY (23th August)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICITY ALICIA JONES

Wednesday, 20 August 2008

Crap Confession

I felt a sudden sentiment of betrayal with a fusion of melancholy tone, not because I am being betrayed but psychologically the feeling evoked abruptly beyond my controls and it is simply difficult for me to elucidate.

I have a particular social circle with a group of great loyal friends. I must admit… I treat people by the way they treated me. I am cognizant that being close or even by knowing a person is already considered a gift, regardless of whether the person treated you the way you treated them. However, I consider myself as an individual who owns a vastly complicated mind compared to normal people from all walks of life. I do care how people place me through their eyes. Is it a typical street guy? Or someone truly significant? Maybe just a normal friend or acquaintance? Perhaps a loyal, special friend to be remembered for life?

People might think that I squander all my leisure time thinking about unnecessary things which may only lead to an extreme complexity to a human’s mental state. In other words, I maybe end up insane or suffering from psychotherapeutic illness. All the crap I supposed. I rebuff that and I am conscious of the way I see things. Nevertheless, I made up a conclusion to keep a distance from people around me. Consider it a gaffe or sage move? I may be a hypocrite, unable to face the somber and grief that some friends may leave and forget me someday. Thus, by keeping a certain distance with them the pain may be alleviated. Logical rationality? I have my own reasons…

I don’t mind if I appear to be someone insignificant through a person. The phrase seemed deceiving and again it reveals the hypocrisy in me. Honestly, I do mind. I share everything with someone whom I treated as a true and great friend by assuming that I may be someone special in their hearts. Sadly, I don’t. I might only appear to be someone who appears only when there is trouble and sooner or later fades away – like the rain. I am aware that this is my own fault to develop such sensitivity and complexity that I care too much about how others look at me…perhaps? I feel a sudden sense of betrayal, yet I am not betrayed…only that I treated someone as a true friend and in return I am insignificant or appear as an ordinary being in a mundane society. Again… I hid my disappointment in the abyss.

I don’t have intention to blame anyone…but frankly my feelings and the way I treat them will change. Who was betraying me anyway? Myself. I shall only put on a wistful smile.

Monday, 18 August 2008

Foliage & Floral

Dad got my drawing framed today.
"Foliage & Floral" by Hansley Liew

Friday, 15 August 2008

Dull Friday

It takes more than a miracle for me to wake up as early as 8 yesterday; I must admit I am an inveterate compulsive nocturnal being by night that wakes up in the afternoon for breakfast and I avow that it’s not due to complacency. Amazingly, I abandoned my wake-up-late habits and woke up as early as 8.30 am. Holidays have always been blissful, less pressure from strained teachers, adequate time to rest my demented brain and most notably… I got the opportunity to extricate from monotonous lessons and the occasionally mundane life in school. I was typically lethargic to move my phalanges about the keyboard and type an endless post, so I decided to blog the main gist happening on Friday.


  • woke up at 8.30 am
  • read my History text book
  • called Vicky for no particular reason
  • borrows a book called "Cheese" from mum
  • dig into Additional Maths
  • snooze for 2 hours
  • went for BM tuition with Diana
  • did an essay about "usaha mengembalikan minat terhadap karya sastera dalam kalangan masyarakat".
  • Kelvin's phone rang during tuition which cause an outburst of laughter
  • received a note from PBK stating that I haven't paid the fees for August
  • class ended at 9.00 pm
  • screamed for joy when I saw my darling cousin, Irene back from KL
  • got my Twilight series from her (Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse)
  • owe dad a whole sum of money after he paid the books for me
  • met Ivy on the way back
  • received text messages from Jemuel and Vivi
  • read my twilight books
  • slept at 2 am.