Sometimes, Monsters Will Win

End Of Drama

 

You need a lie to cover up another lie, and eventually you’ll end up with no more lies to conceal the previous lie that lies finally reveal themselves as lies.

The truth has finally reveal, recalling the previous incident that we were all accused for smoking… Our dean realised that ‘flee girl’ has been making more and more false accusations and apparently it went a wee bit off the edge that it became nothing but comical humour, simply to add some spice of entertainment in this mundane lives of students.

Everything she did went backfired back at her, there’s no need of revenge, no need of paying back. Because my God is simply awesome, he alleviate all these madness in less than 24 hours after receiving our prayers. How efficient is that?

Exams all piling up steadily yet I still have time to grab myself a hoodie, which costs only 499 Roubles! Plan to get a pair of shoes and maybe another hoodie. Anyway, I’m having Biology control next week, Chemistry and most important of all… Russian on the 8th and 12th February. Hectic life once more.

Anticipating for Chinese New Year and of course more holidays and shopping.

Calculating Dramas Around

Finally I’m done with high mathematics exam, it partially killed my cerebrum after brainstorming on a few questions on Calculus but glad that last-minute and early morning intensive studying paid off. Thanks to cheese and bread particularly.

Remembered my previous post on how dramatic life is regarding issues I’m facing here? Well, it’s not an exaggeration to say that a firebomb was just released. More drama taking place on this stage, involving tears some more.

Conflicts can erupt into fatal warfare. I shall dwindle down on the details since it involves racism, well kind of..

I was in the kitchen crapping with Dennis as he was preparing for dinner, working on something ‘supernatural’ I presumed. All of a sudden, a horde of India Indians came storming down our floor and along them was ‘flee girl’ as the victim and this hairy dude in sarong as their leader I think.

Obviously, ‘flee girl’ was into her dramatic mood swings crying and making gibberish complains as usual. Only that this time, it involves guys entering my friend’s room which unfortunately appeared to be her room. She protested and grumbled that guys kept entering her room and thus interfering with her privacy.

The point is, ‘flee girl’ only spends 5% of her time on the upper floor instead of her room, so making such complain will simply be utter balderdash and blarney! Besides that, she even made false accusation and reported to the ‘dekan’ that my friends from Conga & China were smoking in their room ( which they obviously didn’t).

Plus, from other sources she reported that all the guys including Malaysians and myself smoked. Absurdly hilarious! The police even came and were amused by brainless Indians making report just because guys enter her room which she hardly slept in it. Further more, everyone knows she’s been rotting in some guy’s room with 5 guys! Abraham says its ‘orgy’.

Based on my deranged hypothesis, I made a conclusion why is ‘flee girl’ acting in such way.

1. She was rejected by this Arabian guy whom she had a crush on (the one that beat her eons ago) and indirectly had a grudge against all male species.

2. She’s jealous that Arabians, Africans, China-chinese, Malaysians and other races can get along together and she couldn’t.

3. She came from a village and claimed that guys and girls stayed miles away from each other but yet… she’s constantly flirting with other gross, nauseating Indians.

4. She has flees and they eventually penetrate into her cerebrum which causes her to think abnormally.

5. She’s non human (Okay maybe this hypothesis is rejected).

My main concept is that, we are all living under one roof, one community in a big family. Tolerance and patience are both inevitably vital in order to maintain good relationship within one another. So why waste time making false assertions and charges against people just because you are the alienated one?

Now, you all know that I’m actually a ‘smoker’.

In order to celebrate all these, Kalis & Eelin made 'tom-yam’ soup for all of us.

Departure & Dentist

Another week has passed, mercilessly. Why did I expressed such sorrow and dejection? Other than my comrades, seniors from medical and dentistry courses are done with their winter examinations. You can hear the joy and jubilation as they were celebrating. My heart is filled with nothing but sourness, an intense jealousy that I loathe to endure.

In addition, seniors will be having holidays longer than us! Everyone fled to various places, travelling or to return to their hometown. The sour grape, me and fellow J.E seniors Hsu Zane & Kelvin rushed to the train station right after church service to give our farewell greetings to several friends whom are leaving.

Lily & Daniel will be back to Malaysia, June paying her sister a visit to Nizhniy, Leet Liang, Min Xin heading to Edinburg, London, Melvin and his gang heading to Egypt and a ton more whom I met at the train station.

The trouble with weather forecast is that it’s too often right for us to ignore it and it’s too often wrong for us to rely on it. Unexpectedly snowed heavily on Sunday, the 3 of us had to run through blizzard. It was all worth it after we sat at Riveria to meet up with the rest of J.E members for lunch.

It was exhilarating listening to those in seniors in 5th year engaged in their conversations on their clinical cycle despite the fact that I don’t understand a word other than ‘hernia’, a condition in which part of an organ is displaced and protrudes through the wall of the cavity containing it. We had Dr.Sam a.k.a our pastor sharing his 5 years of experiencing working.

It’s like watching real live Grey’s Anatomy with Hsu Zane explaining details to me.

Kim hostel is partially empty at the moment, and from I observed it will be entirely empty by next week since more of them will leave for vacation. Which also means that I am a step closer to my winter examinations. Why do these Russians constantly add salt on our wounds?!

Head to the dentist with Shen Yew, Zhi Yang & Xue Liang today, I need to get an x-ray done in order to extract 4 of my teeth to get my braces on =S Seems like some serious surgery for me to undergo, but everything will be fine I hope.

I’ll zip my mouth or even wear a mask over for months in order to hide this fractured appearance of mine.


On a side note, shopping with shopping buddies again after Biology tomorrow and I will make sure it won’t be window shopping for me since I failed 3 times to get my Adidas jacket.

Of Apple

Received rumours that Apple will be launching a tablet, iSlate somewhere around this year. Pretty fascinating piece, more of a giant version of iPhone. Honestly it doesn’t impress me much other than it’s touch-screen ability. Other than that, how on earth are you going to experience of typing on a regular keyboard with this fragile piece of glass?

I still prefer my Mac Pro than this.

Randomly stumbled upon this laptop sleeve, it’s an exact replica of an ancient library book. How cool is that! Imagine bringing this for lectures? I’m sure my lecturer will be extremely impressed!

To complete my post on my Apple binge, I shall seek for this iPod bed sheet. Maybe on eBay?  

Chemicals Collide

I remembered whining about my previous class here, well I'm not sure whether it's karma or not that history repeated itself. Once again my chemistry lecturer was replaced by the emotionless lecturer whom now I label her as 'Terminator' since she doesn't own a human heart in addition to her expressionless appearance.

 

What a bummer! An assistant was also in the class, previously under Russian medium but since she wanted to switch to English medium thus she has reluctantly been with us all these while. Only that she disguised herself as a hypocrite in front of my lecturer and once 'Terminator' comes in to replace her for a week or two... she reveals her true evilness.

So Terminator left the class with a mountain-load of notes for us, we began confabulating in soft tone with one other while copying the notes of course. Before you know it, hypocrite complained to Terminator when she came back to check on us! Who the heck does she think she is?

 

I am cognizant that it's not right to show insubordination to an old lady, but she pissed us even more when she told my Arabian friends that us Malaysians under English medium are morons! An assistant not even a lecturer calling students morons, how does that feel?

That's the true definition of hypocrisy, and by the way.. she smokes :)

Thanks to God for giving the whole class adequate patience before we launch her off the Chemistry Department from the roof like a catapult. Class ended 2 hours earlier around 11, gladly. So dragged shopping buddies Eelin & Kalis to the nearby mall to get a jacket maybe. Lastly, ended up empty handed and Eelin managed to get a grey blouse herself.

 

= =""" some retarded manikin wearing a tiger head in front of ‘Tween’

Semester exams are around the corner yet seniors are all ready packed to head home or to go travelling to various places for their holidays! Screw my timetable.

Going to visit the dentist tomorrow with Shen Yew.

Madness From The Opposite

A question that drives me hazy very often, am I or the others crazy?

We live in a mad world, I'm not joking. Hostel life is filled with vim and vigour; sometimes it crossed the border line a wee bit and here you are... facing dramas that one thought it could only happen in films but in reality it's in front of our naked eyes.

Everyone's a drama queen, only waiting for time to unleash it that's all :)

Recently some Conga girl moved to a room opposite from my room, initially I was wondering why since she has been staying on the 4th floor. Apparently, I am exceptionally surprisingly being the LAST person to know that the mad girl was involved with a cat fight with her Indian room mate until she was quarantined in our floor. It was extremely severe to an extend that the victim ( the poor girl beaten by her ) had to be hospitalised.

From other sources, not sure trust-able or not... she pushed the Indian girl will she collapse on the floor and mercilessly kicked her several times on her head!  Talking about gangsterism.

How inhuman is that? She study too much till she ate her own heart.

In addition, mad girl's sister was imprisoned for doing the same thing couple years back!

Goodness, everyone is exposed to extreme danger with this dynamite staying opposite my room!!! What if she gets all boiled up and suddenly appear in the kitchen with knifes and spades trying to mutilate us just because someone accidentally took a chunk of chicken from her?

Someone get her out of this floor A.S.A.P

Now I can confirm that I am completely normal, well not completely but at least not as crazy as the mad girl.

I’m A Bunny

That’s basically what happen when everyone’s brain is overextended due to Calculus. On the other hand, Happy birthday Andrea Lau!

Endless Stacking

Part of the many shoes, flip flops and slippers that were stacked up. Just like my life whereby things simultaneously stack themselves up without knowing when to stop.

I have no words to describe how hectic my life is at this very moment. Every single miniature nanoscale happenings around me are reverberating at light speed that I simply couldn’t spare the tiniest subatomic second to halt and think about it. At times like this I really need a time machine to slow things down before my brain collapses.

Communication break down, thank God for the revival of my phone which was dead as a doornail. Not that it malfunctioned or anything, but I never bothered it since there is MSN & Skype. Calls and text messaging inevitably works better now compared to what I used to do. There's no time for leisure chatting, but I'm still not entirely secluded from technology of course.

Still managed to keep my entertainment level up high by getting TVB dramas from Min Xin and captivate myself while I enjoy my pushover dinner. Or simply by lying motionlessly on the warm, opulent crib of mine.

Most of my classes are extended to 6 hours. Inserts endless profanities and blasphemies. But as I look upon the heavens I know what God has installed for me. Better plans for the future? God has never train us in beds of roses, thus I shall accept this steely, dense challenge.

2.05AM, done with my Biology notes and I'm off to bed. At least I'm loaded with milk and cereals, my quintessential mood boost.

Diamond For A Skull

Classes are getting longer and longer. I had 5 hours of math last Wednesday; working vigorously on calculations and graph drawing, really knocked my brain off. Still stuck with 2 calculus problems and had to skype with daddy to get his help - Dang! My dad is a math genius.

Chemistry was all hellish, had to walk up 7 floors just because the lift wasn't functioning. For once I must agree that we all missed our lecturer Mdm. Sokolova. She had to monitor those having examinations and there we were, facing this lady to replace us. Dumped us with tons of notes regarding Thermo chemistry & Thermodynamics with zero input due to her monotonous explanations without any examples. Next thing you know, she requested us to go front to he board and answer questions which stood like strangers to us. Her explanations were literally redundant.

It's like asking a toddler to walk to school independently without showing the way, wait! Try to blind fold the toddler some more and see where it leads him.  

By the way, remember the bling 'H' that I hung proudly on my wallet? Well, one of the diamond fell off and due to this flaw it shall rest inside my drawer. I rushed to Jun's room since she has those girly bling-blings for nails but alas it wouldn't fit. Now I need a substitute for my wallet.

Nevertheless, I earned an extra real human skull from seniors Lily & Jun since they are both done with Anatomy. Golden advice from Lily:

"Give you, make sure you score in Anatomy." 

On a side note, received an email from mum claiming that dad got me a traditional china 'samfu'! Really anticipating to see it during summer when I'm back in Malaysia! As for now, I need to shop for vest sweaters and maybe an Adidas hoodie since I gave up on getting a sling bag.

Tiniest Fear

“ It’s okay to feel the tiniest bit of fear. ”

Random Chibi

Despite being loaded with endless work, there is always time to polish my skills in chibi art. I got my inspiration when I noticed most of my Arabian friends begun to shave their heads this week, stress control much?

It hasn't been snowing for weeks and I'm sick of my blog layout again =S

Mental & Cake

Life is like a mental race, maybe that's the way we grow up as we amble along this long race. It's been a long & stiff week for everyone here.

Everyone seemed to be affected inwardly by the weather, with concluding exams coming up... Seniors were all zombie-fied. Literally the whole 2nd floor was nothing but silence and stillness. Lethargy stuck, afternoon naps used to be a boon for me, but once I doze off on my humble bed; hibernation takes place. There goes my time to study, epic failure.

Genetics & Heredity for Biology seemed to be repetitively dull and lame but at the same time, less brain straining. Positive knowledge input. Had our last lesson of Informatics, spent 10 minutes just to take my attendance and off we're free to spread our wings for the afternoon. So my friends and I decided to celebrate Areena's birthday.

We had a delicious chocolate cheese cake, rather last minute without candles but never mind :) the cake was a bliss. We were 'attacked' by this deranged old lady who scolded us for being too noisy in the cafe.

How absurd is that? Among all the youngsters and other Russian citizens indulging themselves in their conversation, she chose to shoot us? Factor: The Birthday cake! >.<

She blasted us the last time as we left the cafe "If you guys want to talk, go to the field!" in Russian. We gave her a glare and retorted in our heads to show no insubordination to an old citizen.

I  was thinking, maybe she's just an old, lonely, crazy lady desperately waiting for her date in the cafe but eventually he doesn't want to show up and simultaneously jealousy enraged as she saw a pack of youngsters spending their youth with joy and laughter :]

Go get a life old lady and finally... Happy Birthday Areena!

I Blog, Don’t Judge

I’ve detached myself from my own blog, feeling unsecure and wobbly. Everything reverberating in my mind is not fully expressed and revealed to the fullest. Why do I need to bother what others think and blog FOR them instead of making blogging as my routine and jot down WHATEVER I want?

*squalls of scream* 

I'm going to do some backup and put myself together. You want to judge? Get a blog yourself, no offence. I'm just a normal kid living in this crazy world or does it goes the other way round?

Lily’s Birthday

Happy Birthday to Lily Chong, a sister like no other ❤
Thanks for being there for me.

Cracked Country

If we do not end war - war will end us. Everyone knows that, millions of people believe it but unfortunately nobody does anything. A single war seed after fertilized by conflicts, squabbles, racism, antagonism, greed will eventually germinate into something repellently gruesome and treacherous called war. If nothing is done to alleviate or diminish it, then this bloodshed will only leave an army of cripples, victims of mourners, and lamented, dead folks scattered all over.

Why am I here being a busybody concerning about war? This tragedy has somehow reached an extend that practically everyone viewed it as something recurrent in their mundane lives. Shame on us!

I was settling myself down in front of my macbook, reading The Star and what a bombshell it was for me to come across a news regarding bomb attacks on 3 churches back in my hometown Malaysia. Previously, issues on usage of the word "Allah" between Christians and Muslims had already cause a fracture in terms of sociality and ethnicity in Malaysia.

With bombing churches coming along, 1Malaysia concept is almost nil, literally.

I'm standing on fair ground, trying to eliminate racism which I am cognizant is rapidly developing within me. I have no rights to point accusing fingers across any race, as far as I know has came a long way since independence in promoting unity among Malaysians, despite the differences in race and religion. as fraud as it sounds, it's true.

Despite the fact that non Malays are labelled "second class citizens", I endeavored on and eliminate any suspicion of racism. Though issues regarding usage of the word "Allah" by both Christians and Muslims, I once again strived to diminish this thought. I hope that this arson attacks caused the cowardly and utterly senseless act of a group of misguided, chauvinistic bigots will not deepen the cracks between races in Malaysia but only strengthen bonds that it existed in this democratic country.

I urge all Malaysians to empathise and stand in solidarity with our Christian community in their hour of grief and need, and urge all peace-loving Malaysians to maintain composure and let cool heads prevail. I do not want Malaysia to evolve into a monstrous war stricken 3rd war country and certainly do not wish anything miserable to occur and jeopardize the peace of this sad land.

This mad game that the world loves to play must stop this instant!

Marathon

10 days of holidays are about to reach an ending point, what a bummer! I’ve been planning meticulously to fully utilize my 10 days of deliverance and immense freedom. Life is so sweet without worrying which lecturer is going to terminate you, full procrastination of all the work, getting myself tremendous loads of sleep, undergoing movie marathon, skyped with friends scattered all over the world finally, and managed to contact with best buddy Jemuel on his birthday.

Bought a whole sack of chocolates thanks to Yew Veen for bringing us to some candy outlet, burned 140 rubbles on that much chocolates; worth it! Went on window shopping with shopping buddies Eelin & Kalis as usual.

Took this picture in front of United Colours of Benetton. By the way, took a stroll in since they're having 50% discount but ended up nothing. A simple dark blue scarf costs around 2000 rubbles, after conversion it will be RM225! Shoot me

Some crayon art by an anonymous Russian artist by the cinema floor. Salute him for his talents.

Finally, went to get groceries and bumped into this Vodka bottle in a form of a sniper. I better start googling recipes to burn my remaining holidays.

I need to re-adjust my biological clock once more, since I've been sleeping at 7AM averagely and waking up at 2PM. Screw me x]

Life

2010 Celebration

Photographs taken as we were ushering towards 2010. Location: City Center.

Huge Christmas Tree with sparkling lights embracing the Christmas Spirit

 

Lighting display of snow mans

With fellow friends and seniors

Fantastic Four

Btw, Melvin's jacket is damn gorgeous bought all the way from Spain. I'm so going there someday ahead

Everyone!

Productive 2010

2010 and I had been ravenously productive than ever now that I have my 10 days holidays. Inserts major sarcasm here.

Last day of 2009, I had dinner with 2th, 3th and final year seniors. We left our hostel around 11.30PM to town center to witness the new year celebration here in Volgograd. Initially there were issues regarding us not prohibited to leave the hostel after 10.30PM but then... thank God it was settled.

Celebration was awesome, full of loud music, dancing, photo taking not to mention Russians got all drunk and were extremely friendly to us by waving and yelling "Ni Hao Zhong Guo Ren!!" Yes, they assumed we were China Chinese. Pictures will be posted as soon as I finished editing them all.

Reached home around 2AM and head of to seniors room to party. Literally, gradually learning mahjong from Bernard but I couldn't catch a hint out of everything. Partying with hi-fi speakers, I have no idea how Leet Liang managed to sleep through all the news. Shen Yew got totally drunk from alcohol, Daniel & Yuu Jan was high to the max and Dennis couldn't walk straight to the toilet. Me? Of course I'm the angel who drank not to that extend, maybe a wee bit more than my average.

Hang around until 4AM and continued watching season 6 of Grey's Anatomy until I fell asleep on my table and woke up after Vicky called me on Skype around 5AM. Chat for a sec and continued watching until my brain was dead to the hilt.

There goes my last day of  2009 :)

I woke up around 1.30PM on the first day of 2010, had cereals for lunch and continued watching Grey's Anatomy until I got bored of it and streamed Glee for some changes which was when I realised... "Shit! I haven't studied!" Before anyone spanks me, there I was doing my Bio notes which really caused a major havoc since my room mates claimed that I've got nuts!

Watched 'Alvin & The Chipmunks 2', 'American Pie: The Book Of Love', 'Confessions Of A Shopaholic' thanks to illegal downloading, and was only entertained by American Pie. My Mac is jammed with Grey's Anatomy, Glee & Survivor at the moment.

It's nice being lazy ^__^ and btw do not faint due to this blog layout, it keeps me younger.