10th Day Till SPM

I went to school last Friday,
Everyone was having serious eye bags and panda eyes.
I’m obliged to attend luar sidang for Chinese, which I loathed the most,
I am sure to get A B4 or maybe a C5 for it, since the standard for Chinese is too high.
Most of my friends were taking their study leave.
Wan Fang received a letter from Petronas that offered her full scholarship in engineering.
Reginald was offered full scholarship in Medicine to Russia by MARA
(since he’s top student in MRSM)
Congratulations!

I decided to extricate from the tense situation and migrated to Leonard’s class.
Guo Yii brought his K850i so I played with it…
there’s even a 3D bomber man game.
Bernard and I strolled around the toilet zillions of times,
B-o-r-i-n-g

I chat with Wui Siong and Kath on msn after my Chinese class,
While waiting for dad to finish his work in the staffroom.
The school seriously needs to upgrade the Wi-Fi system.

Vicky text me and ask me what dress should she wear for dinner.
?-?-?-?-?-?-?-?-?
Am I working for Louis Vuitton or Chanel?

10 more days till SPM
Can’t wait for it to end.
I must continue to brush up my History and Biology.

Last Day Of Chemistry Class

I can’t believe it.
It was my last day for Chemistry tuition in Alpha tuition centre already,
Time flies exceedingly fast and it has been a year I had my tuition class there,
Million thank you’s’ to Madam Storey for teaching me Chemistry.
You’ve taught me lots of ways to memorise and understand Chemistry
Which I used to loathe the most.
I’ll surely miss my fellow friends
from St. Theresa, Batu Lintang, Lodge, Arang Road and Green Road.
Wish you all the best as I pray for an A1 in Chemistry.

A Lesson

I learned a very important lesson:

“A relationship is supposed to be two way; you still have to care for the person regardless how that person treats you even tough it is sad that he or she doesn’t care anymore. If you are feeling depress and upset about this friendship, drop it off and just forget about it. Never pursue on things that are fruitless and most importantly do not regret the choice you’ve made.”

When you appear differently and seemed to be moving in totally contrary directions, would it not be sensible to hold on to that which is true?
I’ve finally made my decision to let go, such melancholy.
Finally the burden behind my back is gone, I feel almost ten times lighter removing the heavy weight I’ve been carrying for so long.

Short Weekned

First of all, the whole universe must be wondering how I lost my insanity for updating my blog especially when dooms day (SPM) is creeping vastly fast. As a matter of fact, I have lost my mind after burying myself six feet under Biology and History text books. There is just too much to cram in my cerebrum yet too little time, these two subjects concerned me the most. My apologies to all my friends who's birthday had already passed, the birthday thing just got entirely wiped off from my memory. A belated birthday wish to Kay Chai, Kelvin Chia, Debbie Lo and Jason Tan.

I dream about myself driving a Mercedes SLK, swiftly and luxuriously along Kuching road, using my dream phone HTC Touch Diamond, unfortunately such blissful dreams only lasted several seconds and soon I woke up suddenly as if I just received a message from heaven stating that it’s a mandatory to wake up and study. Maybe I am demented as my friends claimed fro having eye bags every morning. My morning was filled with Biology revision, and it sustained until afternoon. In the evening, I visited cousin Annie since her brother’s wife just gave birth to a new baby boy. By looking at the new born baby boy, all my notes on Spermatogenesis and Oogenesis and Fertilisation, typically on reproduction appeared simultaneously in my mind. I tagged along with my parents to Spring to do some grocery shopping and mum ended up with a necklace from Padini Concept. As usual, I was preoccupied admiring gorgeous jackets from Quiksilver. I had supper at Pinoy *something something*, basically a Philippine restaurant.

I attended church service as usual at St. Thomas’s Cathedral and heard a great sermon given by Father Aries on “Little Children, Love Each Other”. Dad drove Kimberly and I for Art class and my packed schedule continued with Physics tuition. I was stunned when I saw this psychotic girl wearing a fur sweater in the room despite the heat-intensifying weather!! The phenomenon of what we call “sakai” human beings who never wore a sweater before. I assumed she was either suffering from severe brain damage or she just wanted to cover up her stomach after an abortion. The first inference seemed logical maybe. I text with my cousin, Seraphina and burned her credits once more to end my Sunday evening. LOL I shall read History by night.

Simple Stuffs

Trials are over. I got some of my papers back

BM - 90%

English - 88%

Moral Studies - 90%

History - 72%

Additional Maths I - 67/80

Additional Maths II - 83%

Chemistry I - 41/50

Mathematics - 91%

EST - 27/30

I was severely killed in History since it was my first time getting a B3 for the whole year

Burned 4 marks for making careless mistakes in Additional Maths paper I

Azureen burned RM5 for messaging me,

friendship do costs after all.

My BM essay part A appeared to be "karangan contoh" for PBK

Got my PBK BM Trial 2 results for paper I

Bahagian A (27/30)

Bahagian B (84/100)

A total of 111/130, quite satisfied.

Had supper with Ling Ying and Diana with dad Friday night.

I saw a gorgeous White Mini Cooper!

Saturday was quite loathsome, filled with monotony and boredom.

Chat with Le Ting during the afternoon.

I cancelled some plans to go outing.

BUMMER!!!

I shall read Physics with grudge

Timothy's Birthday

Happy Birthday to

I dedicate this song

"I'll be there for you

When the rain starts to pour

I'll be there for you

Like I've been there before

I'll be there for you

Cause you're there for me too"

Random Sunday

Trial will end within a week; so far I had most of my language subjects. BM and English were both moderate. History was a major nightmare, most of the “cold” and “abundant” topics were out in essay and I doubt that I can get an A1 for it. Moral studies turned out to be fine except for a subjective question regarding media which I got the nilai confused. I’m going to smack myself on the head for making silly mistakes in Transformation for Mathematics, still praying hard to get at least a 90% to maintain my marks.

I had dinner at Jalan Song and realised there is miraculously Wi-Fi connection in the food market. I joined art class with Kimberly Sunday morning and did some shading which literally caused my fingers to be all carbon-ed up with lead.

I shall continue my study for tomorrow’s paper – Biology. Much drilling needed for menstrual cycle and nitrogen cycle.

Happy belated Birthday (11th October) to Gabrielle.

Ozymandias Is One Year Old

Sir Ozymandias Hendrich turns 1 year old (10th October)

Mr. Boring and The Puppet

What if you realised that someday a friend of yours claims he faced sheer of monotony whenever there is a conversation between both of you? This subject has no introduction to what contributed to this occurrence. A slight fade in the colourful bonding you both have probably? I see things both simple and undeviating; the words “B-O-R-I-N-G” are clearly painted on my countenance. If each tête-à-tête seemed like an obligation only requested from one person, then the values of a close conversation is nothing compared to a person who pulls one’s neck in order to force a puppet talk reluctantly.

The puppet couldn’t be blamed, this should be judged from both perspectives; the puppet and the puller. It maybe the puller’s fault for being too boring or childish and puts the puppet in a dull conversation akin to placing him in a claustrophobic room, or is it the puppets fault for not wanting to care for this person? Either way… this brings no end.

I wonder if I am a boring person, pulling a puppet’s neck in order to prise open a conversation. If so, I take a step backwards hoping that the puppet is desirable to make its first step to paint back the colours of friendship I once own.

Hari Raya Aidilfitri

• Woke up at 8.30 with only 6 hours of sleep after browsing through current issues to cram my essay on China's milk scandal.

• I decided to “revolutionise” my ravenously chaotic havoc-liked room before I found cobra snakes or gigantic cockroaches building their habitat in my room.



• Since its Hari Raya Aidilfitri, I send greetings to my muslim friends.



• Mum and dad left for raya visiting, I stayed at home and crammed myself in History after getting only 79% for the previous exam.



• My cousin Irene came back from Intec University and pays me a visit with her family. WONDERFUL!!



• Cousin Jeffrey’s family came in the afternoon along with other aunties to visit grandma and grandpa… a simple gathering with my dearest cousins all enjoying their one week raya holidays.



• I bathe my cat, Ozymandias. Inserting my emphasis that cats do bathe!



• Called Vicky to cancel tomorrow’s morning breakfast with Ling Ying, Kai Xiang, Diana and others.



• Had a short meaningless conversation with someone and claimed myself for being compulsively boring.



• I called Seraphina in Curtin using italk! Saves up heaps of money compared to texting or calling via phone services.



• Did some Biology exercises and finished my exercises on Motion On Straight Line.



• I felt a sense of drowsiness and slept at 7.30 pm and eventually turned nocturnal by 9 to continue my revision on Biology.



• Watch an old DVD movie “Die Hard” series with dad.