Falling

Just let me fall, fall to my death.
But please don't call, for I'm running out of breath.
Don't try to stop me, you've done enough,
just give me that stuff to heal the pain,
to block you from my tortured mind,
to help me forget,
forget we ever met.
You said you love her, and they broke my heart,
now I guess it's time for me to start.
Now I will eat my last meal, make my last "deal",
and now I'm glad that never again will I feel.
So give me more, for I am sore,
sore from all the hurt,
and I will soon be under six feet of dirt.
Now give me more, more,
so I can open the door,

the door that leads to my death.

Now once again, I need more meth,
enough to end this, end my life.
Now give me my knife, so I can slowly bleed,
bleed you away from me.
Now do you see,
do you see how much you meant to me?
But now you're nothing, nothing at all.
Now it's time for me to fall.
Fall to my death.