Today God tested my patience, not only today but it’s today that I really felt pressured that He is testing my patience. It’s an arduous and straining effort to not blame God; like what I’ve been taught, God doesn’t train his disciples on a bed of roses. Things might be at it’s down point, when we just want to shun ourselves away from the ratchet world of people that are absurdly inconsiderable.
An entire afternoon of hustle and bustle, dealing with people that acted so perpendicular to what we want them to. The discernment that human relations are subjects so difficult to deal and handle with, they can get all tangled up and in the end we end up being tied to knots of disagreement & controversies.
A mean reply that got all of us to scream, the urge to act physically but part of me disagrees of such irrigational act. Patience, that is when God’s message popped into my mind. Something that I’m severely lacked off since young is patience.
It took me a lot of time & effort to finally realize the importance of patience, the balance between relations for instance. Without it, I will be acting in my most uncivilized ways dealing with coarse, boorish & vulgar people that has no sense of mentality, literally!
This sick circle wheel repeats once in a while, my patience being tested once in a while, being prompted to explode once in a while.
Sooner or later, I’ll master this thing called ‘Patience’ that daddy once told me well.
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