Loneliness

Before my life turns dusty and musty… wait! I will never shove my life into the old antiques. What if my life really came to a point where to gets dull and mundane?

Or worst.. what if it becomes meaningless? Like this row of old folks sitting solitarily in a row of single seated seats.

Just like what any typical parents would feel once their kids entered college and have their own lives assuming that their own kids are developing ignorance towards them. Rubbish! An adolescent would have their own lives but me for sure, will never ignore my parents.

Maybe a long pause in conversations but never a stop in relation.

It’s relatively early to bother about this at my age that’s for sure. However, I couldn’t be bothered wondering around alleys in my mind, what if someday everyone leaves me? Or what if someday I leave everyone?

The loneliness that awaits, reluctantly but someday it will arrive.

But then again, I will most probably ponder some other issues as I aged through the days.