Adrenaline

Resembles my retardation

Less than 24 hours, my life will come to a complete change. Despite all the conspirational doubts, it's set that JPA result will be out by... today basically. I'm experiencing adrenaline rush plus major agitation and edginess. Just neutrally having the urge to know whether I'm selecting or not, nothing much to regret or whine about if I didn't get it; not the end of the world. I'm sure God has plans for me. Nevertheless, getting JPA scholarship will be an absolute miracle that has ever happened to me. I am cognizant that my chances are slightly lower than most people:

1. I'm the only child [ JPA thinks my parents can support me all the way in my education ]
2. Both parents are government servant [ Can't do much changes in terms of income even if I want to act desperately poor ]
3. Imperfect SPM results [ didn't manage to get straight A1s, another slash to my opportunity in JPA; additionally another B double slash to it ]

I buried myself with a mountain-stacked of DVDs to watched. I'm done with Parent Trap, Monsters VS Aliens, Australia, Scary Movie series ( yes, I watched them again ). I call this stress relieve, literally done with my doodling since it's deteriorating to a certain extent it stimulates vomiting.

Amazingly, Bernard came back from National Service!!! I just realised that participants are labelled as 'Wira and Wirawati' in NS. That's something from him. By the way, Amy left for Matriculation today. The funniest thing is, I fooled her that I was going to Labuan as well when I originally told her I wasn't. It ended up with a text messages smeared with bad words when I told her I was not going actually. XD

Got a picture from Jason, claiming that he stumbled upon a website of this piece of artwork created using menstrual blood. Fascinating