Thursday, 17 April 2008

The Unspeakable

I shall speak no more about the unspeakable. A truly grate friend or more like a brother, he has done a dreadful sin to me. I choose not to hate him, but I could deny the strong abhorrence in my heart towards this particular fellow. It’s not hate, but more to disappointment… I wonder in my mind if things would go better between us, thus I choose not to erase this person from my memory. But to burry him in the abyss and let time wipe away his presence. I try all my best to forgive his wronging as non individual never err.

Now he hates me, is it my own wrong doing? I miss all the good moments…

God, how I wish time would stop so that I could retrieve the lost of a very good friend of mine…

28 comments:

  1. you're still mad about what chong said??

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  2. common la, you haven't talk during tuition, its so obvious that you're upset right?

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  3. hmmm..i don't have the mood wd

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  4. but it's not entirely chong's fault leh....he said he read it in yr msn history,

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  5. d-u-h
    he read it WITHOUT MY PERMISSION?

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  6. this i know, at least he apologized like a zillion times right?

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  7. yeah i know,
    im not excactly mad at him anyway.

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  8. then whats the prob, chong saids that you're mad at the person that send that lousy comment to you...

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  9. well, d-u-h la. i don't know what to say la....of course im mad at the fellow

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  10. i actually cannot believe that a human being is daring to make you mad,.
    haha since NO ONE as in NO ONE dares to make you mad.
    i mean among us close friends la.

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  11. hahaha, you're very funny now i feel like im a monster.. you guys are forever the best.

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  12. then that fellow must be someone very very very important to you then?

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  13. hmmm.. correct. i don;t mean to hate him. im just very VERY dissapointed

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  14. at least he apologised right? well, are you still mad at chong?

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  15. im not mad at chong.
    who apologised?

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  16. the guy that made you angry lol.

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  17. soooo long hoh you disappeared.
    of course he apologised, but doesn't seem sincere la.
    as if he's blamming me for it..

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  18. and you stlll contact him?? If me..suan lor... its his fault NOT YRS!!

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  19. i know la... let him la. i din contact him.
    useless wd, he's always sooooooooo busy..
    let him la.

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  20. oh, the type that forget friends one ha?? I understand. He should be very lucky that you actually forgive him, i mean i know you for 10 years and you're never this kind>
    hahhahaa

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  21. what lor, im kind ok. hahahhaha well, lets not talk bot him. i don't want to be blammed again for rapturing his life...

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  22. well, ok glad that you're ok now. i bet chong is going to be sooo happy when you're not mad at him

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  23. he's since wd. besides he's not the main person im mad at.

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  24. he;s been worried sick, sms-ing me and telling me bot his problem. He really regrets

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  25. see..he really cares bot our friendship ma..

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  26. i wanna go watch movie now, bye hans

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